My Life. My Diary.

Anything could have amused me

Just changed my blog's song. ^^ Isn't it nice? Actually, i do not like the show. "Ai qing mo fa shi". Just that I like the climax. haha! And this song! And "tian mi yue ding". These songs are so ro-man-tic. aw man. =x makes me feel so jealous of actresses acting cos they get to be in this whole romantic dream thingy while acting. If there are such perfect guy in this world, i bet earth is made up on peanut butter! There can't be a man who is so man and gentle at the same time, romantic yet fierce, understanding yet possessive to certain limit, cute yet guyish at the same time! There is no one rich man who is this nice loh!oh pls!

brother is so lucky! He lost his wallet twice and yet still got it back cos for twice, ppl returned it back 2 him! To think no one have returned my ANYTHING when i lost ANYTHING since primary school. There's the wallet and the hp. No one returned any valuables of mine other than the rotten files which i lost in primary school. But STILL i am a appreciative person so i appreciate that person who returned it back to me. ^^

Everytime dad and mom do house chores, their mood will go all dull. I wonder why. -.-" maybe i shall start with helping them with the chores during holidays.

My life is so boring. It's getting to be such a drag. I drag waking up even. All i do is play games, eat, sleep, courses and tuition. NOTHING else. Anything could have amused me. My life is getting to be such a drag that i kept letting my imagination runs wild. I wanna be a singer! An actress! starting to think that lawyer is not my style. aw man. i'm back to square one. -.-" I'm ambitionless. (What kind of a word is that?!) I'm not interested in anything!

If only someone could bless me with luck cos i feel so down in the drain recently. My singing sucks. In fact, every single thing of me sucks. It'd be surprising a dog would even like me not to even say a human! i feel so stuck in a bottle which i can't get out of while looking at the happy people outside celebrating everyday. Aw man. *_*

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

12:09 PM

change of image

I'm determine to change my image, my personality, EVERYTHING!

I love my family! My mom who cares about my looks, my dad who cares about my studies, my brother who is a mixture of both mom and dad. ^^ hehe!

today, i waited for my godbro for a long time so xiaohsin and i went to playground 2 play! Aw man, the slide is so long! We played see-saw. Xiaohsin is so heavy. -.-" hahah! i couldn't even touch the ground! In fact, i was far from it! =x

Yesterday was the last day of my dance session. now, moved on to singing! My singing is so bad. aw man. *_*

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11:27 PM

Finally over.

FYP has finally ended with regrets and sorrows but i'm forced to put up a smiling face 2 tell myself that it was finally over and not to ponder over it. I realized that i've been trusting a person for too long and was living in my naive self that she would turn over a new leaf but i've learnt to let go. I would give her the best blessings i have deep down my heart and hope that she'd find her happiness soon so that she would be able to have someone to love and to be loved in return. Frm tt day onwards, i hope she won't be that self-centered anymore. After nights of nightmares of FYP, this day has finally come whereby i can sit here to blog. ^^ I realized too that how much my dad really cares and believes in me. he msged me to remind me to bring my clothes after he left home. he msged to asked me about my fyp presentation. When i'm nervous, he msged : Do not be scared, be confident. Do your best. God will protect you. When you are scared, reflect back on what your dad have said." I felt so much at ease and how much i'm loved! After i was done wif my presentation, i replied dad abt how bad he was, he replied that it was already over and do not worry if the results are bad. He asked me tosmile. I cried. I'm so touched! really. I was so darn touched. I've never been that touched b4. One last sentence:

HOLIDAY IS COMING!

aw man! it's next wednesday! I can't wait for the days that i can play ps2 and play from morning till night for one month! ^^

How's everyone doing? ^^ I hope all of you are doing okay!

No matter what..

Remember what i've mentioned b4..

There'd always be someone believing in you and love you!

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10:59 PM

Life is Beautiful

Life is beautiful as what we normally see. We took everything/everyone us for granted. So look around you, everybody! We are living in a peaceful country free of wars and politic issues! We have the reason to smile regarding our carefree life and we shall live up to it. ^^, right?

No matter how lonely you are, someone would always be believing and loving you, so do not let them down! Believe in yourself too and strive towards it. Life is too short to ponder about petty and past issues.

Look forward to deadlines etc because the nearer you are to them, the faster it is to get it over and done with! That's what i learnt about fyp presentation though. ^^ I shall look forward 2 2mr to present and i shall laugh and scream out loud after the whole presentation cos it'd soon be the six weeks holiday! I can go back to my gaming and playing days! Going to zoo, night safari, sentosa, shopping with my mommy and kor kor. ^^ i'm so looking forward 2 it! Dear and I planned to go all around Singapore, right, my dear? ^^

And friends out there, dun worry, no matter what happens, i'd always stand by all of you! No one is right or wrong but it is the matter of how you handle it. If any of you have problems, come to me! I'd try my best 2 help all of u. ^^

Take care, everyone! ^^

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

1:24 PM

Nice day. like hell.

Can anyone be more unlucky than me?

1st, poor aya (My female hamster) fell on the floor because i was careless when picking up her cage for cleaning. Ended up, dad have to clean the floor and bro have to help me with cleaning cages. But i'm happy. Cos it's been a long time since bro and i did anything 2gether. ^^ Poor aya, sayang alright? MuACk.

2nd, my dumb lap top had finally crashed. Nice. At the right time, right place, nice one. Now, i've no codes or lap top to work on because the IT helpdesk person was so smart that he didn't install SQL for me. I couldn't have compliment him more.

3rd, my braceless had broke! aw man!!! *_*

Someone up there have answered my prayers for the last few years. Thanks. At least now, i can be in peace. ^^

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9:28 PM

my song

I shall continue to start where i've stopped long time ago. My song have been left there too long. I shall continue to make it a beautiful song and have meaningful lyrics to reflect my feelings and life. ^^
Everyone reading this post, smile and wait for my song.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

9:19 AM

school sucks

Went for my first class of UAN course yesterday. Now, my whole body is aching. been a long time since i have to stretch like that. haha! And i look like some kinda kid trying to play hula hoop with the other experienced dancer. i was nervous at first becos they looked kinda arrogant. but then, i made three new friends. ^^ One of them showed me the way to far east bus stop which is 10 mins away from newton. Singapore is indeed a little island. And i look tall in that class. hahah! the others are quite short. There's this ger whom i know in tt class thought i was secondary 2! aw man! That is like 5 years younger my age! I'm THAT young?!?! I do not know whether to take it as a compliment or something else. haha

Dad cooked delicious instant noodles for me to eat last night after i reached home. Thanks, daddy. you are indeed the one and only superman, unlike that pink undies man that i know in my class. ^^And even if you are spiderman, i believe tt you'd be the handsomest because the spiderman i know have to wear condom on his head to hide his identity. (back at ur face, to that someone who say sailormoon wear bra on her hair.) hahahahahah!!

aw an, why am i so happy when i haven't even finish my fyp! SHUCKS! i'm going to retain. Either that or i'm going to get a C or D for fyp!

it's accounting class 2mr. shucks. i'm dreading to go to school. in fact, i'm dragging my feet.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

11:48 PM