*roar*
You know, dun mind me. but i really have to say this out because it is really getting on my nerves and i really just can't keep it to myself as it has been happening for quite some time already and i am getting very sick and tired of it.
For ppl who are getting grades that are below your expectation:
1. Study harder and revise
2. Participate more in class
3. Make sure your slides are not wordy
4. make sure you dun read from the slides, better yet, dun read from it at all.
5. Have graphics, dun just put words.
6. Be attentive at all times
7. Get bloody hell off my case
Just because I get better grades than them, they have to get on my case. It's like, when u see someone get A, den you began to have that red circle, "target detected" and began to pounce on them. Hello. you are in year 3 already. stop being such a spoilt brat can? You think i get my grades just by sitting there and play games in class? You think i get my grades just by sitting there and make noise? Or worse, you think i flirt with the facilitator? HELLO! Do i even look attractive to you?
Apparently, not. So why this nonsensical assumption?
Some ppl just like to complain and complain yet they do nothing for the facilitators to give them the good grades that they would have deserved. They just complain and complain like some sitting ducks on the fence. Each time someone passes, they, "quack" spontaneously like some sicko.
Initially, I thought that it was alright for them to feel that way.
But then as time goes by, after first semester, now the second, i really could not tolerate it anymore.
Those ppl who complain, be it mentally or to your frens, ask yourself:
- have you not been giving constructive suggestions and theories?
- Have you not been paying full attention to the facilitator?
- Have you been reading from the slides?
- have you been talking when the facilitators are talking?
- have you been playing games when other ppl are presenting?
- are your slides so wordy that ppl would go all giddy just like looking at it?
if yes, you go to hell, alright.
you dun even deserve the chance to open your mouth to quack. Go right to the field, dig a hole and bury your whole body inside and never come out ever again.
It's disgusting. If you haven't been trying ur best, yet you are complaining why good things dun come to you, you are the ppl that i despise the most, you go right to hell.
What am i suppose to do when you complain? Participate less? Dun talk so much?
For goodness sake, am i so noble to you?
I can tell all of you here without even blinking my eyes nor without hesitation that:
My grades come first before anything else. I dare say i deserve all the grades i deserved and I do not get my grades just by shaking leg and talk cock when it is my turn to present. If you are not happy wif me, fine.
Be like me or be better than me.
Dun be a selfish brat. Dun expect others to give up their hopes and expectations just to let you have your way. Sorry but i am not like that. I dun give up my hopes and expectations nor of my family's just to let these bunch of sitting ducks get the grades. you want to get A, fine, prove that you deserve it.
Stop coming to me/your frens/complain to yourself that i am getting the grades and all that. U want to grades, strive it for your own sake, if not, shut your trap.
I'm sorry, people that i have to fill this entry with such angry words but then, it really is getting on my nerves becos this ppl makes me sound like i contribute nothing in class and yet i get all the grades. It really angers me.
Anyway... Let's change the mood.. I have to cool down.
I am going to buy new jeans tomorrow! YipPpEeEe!
I have a total of three jeans.
First jeans: Torn and tattered at the bottom. I tried cutting away the torn and tattered part. The result is that it became even more torn and tattered than before. Not only that, both legs are uneven.
Second jeans: Could not buckle. The buckle comes out by itself. I do not want to embarrass myself there although i bet no one will notice because of my winter jacket
Third jeans: This jean is by far the best of all.
So by calculations, I only have one jeans. So i am off to buy two more pairs 2mr so i can bring them all to Hokkaido!
Not long ago, there was an earthqake in Hokkaido. But i am still going over hoping that earthquake won't occur when we are there. Even if it does occur, just make the whole building vibrate a little so i can get the feel of an earthquake. hehe. Evil me.
I am getting awfully interested in Tsunami, volcanic eruptions and hurricanes now. It's a good read, really. It's amazing. some pictures are really beautiful though many are killed. But it's the nature, see. It's really gorgeous. The hurricane.
Do you know that each hurricanes that occur.. has names?
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
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10:03 PM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.