My house's linksys is STILL not working. To think i am a IT student and i don't even know how to fix it. This shows how lousy i am in IT. Thank God, i am in Business Computing. The thanking part is only for business which saves me. Hooray for business.
I don't know whether should i start looking for a job. Bro asked me to relax first before i start studying again. (i was wondering... what makes him so sure i am going to study again?) NUS have yet to reply me. I'm starting to wonder whether is it because they really miss out my application. Boo hoo! How could they!
Anyway, i recently read a book called "catch me if you can". No, it's not the movie. It's a true crime book. It's really nice! It's about this manipulative & scheming person named Dana Ewell who hired his fren to kill his parents and sister just to get inheritance. They used pay phones to communicate and codes as well. The killer learnt to make silencer etc. It's really exciting to discover how the detectives and lawyers find loopholes to crack the case. Both received life sentences anyway. But it's good to see them both behind bars. dana was so sure the detectives won't catch him because he thinks he is the smartest in the world. How could anyone really kill their parents just to get money? Are parents really worth more than money?
There's another one called "Kill me or i'll kill you". It's about this man who is really looked up upon killed a lady and injured another by slitting their stomachs. It's really cruel. the poor lady couldn't bear to kill the man so the man kill the lady. erm, getting confused eh? This man finds sexual pleasure in stabbing his stomach. So, he asked this lady to slit his stomach if not, he'd kill her. So he did. Aw man.
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8:45 AM
hey ppl, I am going to come up with another blogskin soon. Iknow i've been saying it for months but it's not as easy as i'd thought! In fact, i wondered how i got the first blogskin working initially.
My aunt was hospitalized after falling off the stairs at Clarke quay's MRT station last week. She is back home recovering. I was upset about it though cos she looked like she was in great pain when i visited her in the hospital. It happened this way...
My aunt was walking down the stairs and her high heels got caught on one of the steps and she rolled down the stairs.
An Uncle walked by and looked at her. He said in Hokkien...
"ji bai jia lat liao"
and then...
he walked away! what the hell!!!
Anyone could have helped her right! why is there such an ignorant person!
Thank goodness, a kind couple walked pass and helped my aunt. But still, i can't imagine if i were the one who fall down the stairs.
I think i'd be instantly torn apart at every joint and die immediately.
so anyway, I wish that my aunt have a speedy recovery.
I've got a new hp!
Not.
It's a new old hp. I bought back the same 7390. It's the only phone that can cater to my needs but then again, i don't have the same thrill as when i first bought it.
I regretted it instantly after buying it but then, i was grateful that my family are so understanding though they insisted that i should buy a cheaper phone since i have the tendency to lose it! haha!
Dad has got to be the best in the world.
He cooked instant noodles for me last night. it was delicious. and then at 11pm when my bro came home, he cooked another one for my bro.
Erm.. then regrettably this morning, i accidentally pulled the curtain too hard and the whole metal part was ripped out from the ceiling.
I don't know how i did it! serious! but it has always been giving problems since new year. Just that.. ok, i was the one who pulled it off the ceiling. still, it's a mystery where i got that marvelous strength. maybe i'm one of fantastic four. And no, not the orange one. I'm far more skinny than him.
As days passed, i've given up hope of getting in NUS. If only i had worked harder for year 1! I was too busy rolling my chair about in class and laughing off with my friends. As usual, yes, i am the clown of the class.
And i knew i was going to pay for that. how can a gpa of 3.4 get in ANY uni! I think it's enough to get in for another course for poly though. haha.
argh...
My relatives were saying, "ah li ar? can one lah! She can get in uni lah!"
i was about to say, "You only heard about my last half years in sch, u had not heard the first half!" I think... there are like... 5 C+ -.-"
I hate programming. I can never make any sense out of it. what is a:
connection1.open=true
anyway, this is only the basic part. imagine you have one whole sentence like that:
!@#$^&(*)@#$%^&(*)#$%^&()#$%^&()
just to tell the programme that you want to save the comments for example from the textbox to the database. and this is only one part of the whole codes.
And you can't talk crap during presentation to get out of the situation for programming so, i didn't even try!
Mr. Ong sure drives his students hard. He said i'm hardworking and he likes hardworking students. I looked at my daily grades Bs and I started to doubt so.
*pull hair* i'm not going to get in any uni! Oh my God. I wanna go stab myself already.
Who says that rabbit would have a good year? they'd been saying that for 3 years! how come all my days are bad!
*bang table*
I am determine to make my family proud.
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4:25 PM
This'll be my final post on you. It is both me and my fren's business and certainly not yours for you to put any rude comments into my blog and pollute all my friends's mind thinking that you are a fren of mine (which certainly, i am glad you are not) I'd been polite to everyone especially strangers but then, you were the one who started calling me names which i could not tolerate especially with your broken english. I had tried to be nice to explain but since you just come to look for trouble, you are better off ranting off nonsensical rubbish yourself. Any of my primary school students could put your english to shame, so stop acting like you are some kind of professional. I'd not ask you to stop coming to my blog nor ask you to stop tagging because it is freedom of speech. But since you like to entertain us so much, go ahead. After all, I don't have much time to update any posts. So u shall help me to entertain my fellow readers. The ENDP.S. To everyone out there, this person is not my friend. My friends are all nice and respectful individuals who do not go around ppl's blog calling ppl's names. Any readers can easily figure out that this person is of psychotic nature and shall be ignored due to the fact that he/she goes around calling ppl names, making un-funny jokes and certainly, have some mental disease for acting like a primary school kid. This person must certainly have a great degree of imagination to have imagined herself/himself as a psychiatrist which easily makes the world guiness record for the funniest joke. And anyway, "so logic" does not have a proper english sentence structure. If you do not know simple english, stop using it. You are making a fool out of yourself. Since you want to entertain yourself and us, we shall have a good laugh at your broken english. Look at me. HAHAHAHAHA!Come on, tag more. So i can come back home with a smile on my face whenever i read my tag-board. Your jokes and english certainly is enough for the "joke book" in popular. Go on. I'll be taking notes. And I shall ask my students to read your sentences. You know, they'd correct them marvelously without any assistance. Need i say more?
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12:59 PM
I was at home the whole morning cos our house's lights were replaced and the heater was repaired as well.
My bro decided to be funny and come to my room to disturb me while i was reading. But it's nice. Cos I felt like i've went back to the days when my bro and i were little. He would always drape a blanket over his body and act like a wizard.
So anyway, afterwards, i accompanied xiaohsin to his trip to specialist. But i told him i'd stay in the library. I regretted not bringing along my jacket cos it was so darn cold! He took 2 hours plus becos the specialist came in an hour later. i was freezing and bored to death. there were secondary school kids running around and playing hide and seek in the library. Come to think of it, it was irritating!
Then, we went to have sakae sushi.
Then, we went westmall to take a look at phones and I actually decided to buy back 7390 cos it's the greatest phone i ever had in my life.
Okay, then next, i went to meet my fren. My fren is nice. He gave me lots of advices. I appreciate it.
Then afterwards, i came home for a home-cooked food! it's delicious. my dad has gotta be the best dad in the world. ^^
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10:46 PM
P.s.
And p.s. to You, I'm flattered as well.
I mean...
I didn't know there are professionals reading my blog! How nice!!!
alright, end of argument.
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10:42 PM
For Ms kpo here, I shall explain it to you out of politeness.
If you are really a psychiatrist (Which really makes my stomach hurts from laughing), you should know well enough that people do posts out of anger. And in case IF you know, you should know those posts are not to be taken seriously.
First point made.
I shall not question and doubt about your profession but someone of your kind of level would not call people names judging by their posts. Everyone has their perspectives and emotions. So respect other people's emotions and life.
Second point made.
This is my personal life. The person whom i directed it at was someone i know for years. And for 2 years, I do post angry posts. If you are a psychiatrist, you would have better judgement.
Third point made.
I am not saying that no one can leave comments and no doubt, that is why i left the tag-board there. I welcome comments but certainly not rudeness. (and yes, i see "stupid" as rudeness.)
Fourth point made.
And may i ask you, if you are really a psychiatrist, when you have a patient who is in distress, would you call your patient, "stupid"?
Fifth point made.
you do not know what had been going on in the relationship between me and my friend for years, so, pls dun act like you do. Friends do quarrel. And they do give critical comments at times (like i do in my posts).
Sixth point made.
You are right to say that advices are not orders. Try advicing for years and get nothing but disappointment. if you can't do it, dun judge.
Seventh point made.
And Thank God, i did not book an appointment with any psychiatrist when i needed help, i would have committed suicide if I have such a doctor.
And with this last post, i shall end it here.
If u wish to continue to posts comments only to be ignored, go ahead.
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9:59 PM
Bukit Timah Trip.
I always thought that unluckiness is phrase of life that occurs occasionally in everyones life.
But it's hard to believe that someone did not make a voodoo doll out of me.
1. I lost my camera
2. I lost my phone
3. SMU and NTU rejected my application
4. Air con spoil
5. heater spoil
6. Sofa decided to housed termites tt there are holes in it
It all happened in just two months. How sweet.
And i really feel that losing the hp at this moment is the greatest moment of all. But anyway, no one would msg me.
For that matter, when i msg someone, they won't reply either!
So what's the point of having a hp?
I have to apologise to the public becos i know my recent posts are filled with anger. So dun read it if you do not wanna get influenced by me.
And anyway, i went hiking with Lilin at Bukit Timah Nature Reserves last Saturday!
Before that, we went to Mc Donalds for breakfast. In fact, my breakfast. Lilin recommended a combination of bubble gum and coke for my drinks. It tastes like medicine. Nice one, Lilin.
It proves that woman can't read maps. Actually, we did try looking at the map but then, the thing is, there are yellow and green paths. I didn't know that they are not connected! So by the time we headed to the end of the yellow paths, we went straight to a dead-end. We climbed back down and go back the main road and up to the submit.
In the end, we went down and have out breakfast at beauty world.
I hiked with flip-flops! amazing!
The stairs are double the sized of the normal stairs and i climbed using flip-flops.
Lilin was asking me, "Why you carry such nice bag when we are going to bukit timah nature reserves?"
I replied, "Erm, nice meh? After making me lose my hp, not nice already. by the way, jia lat, i wear slippers leh."
Lilin asked, "How come you wear slippers?"
I replied, "how i know? You said nature reserves. So i thought see ducks in the pond. I didn't know it's the same as bukit timah hill."
It's true! And i know it's dumb. And lilin had to proved it to me by showing me the big signboard by the road.
then, on sunday, Cheryl, lilin and i went shopping at orchard. I bought a bracelet for $16. I know it's costly but it's beautiful!
I'm waiting for my SIM card to be send over to my house today, i have to say i'm not very excited.
People expects from other people. Some people expects me to reply their msges n pick up their phones but then, it's weird cos they don't practice what they preach.
Now now, i shall be nice to the mysterious person who tagged at my tagboard.
How are you, Ms "You"?
May i remind you that next time, if you want to stick your nose into other people's business, pls state your name first. It is basic manners. If you have the courage to comment, why don't you have the courage to post up your real name, right?
As what i've mentioned (i am not explaining to a mysterious person but to other people), the recent posts are made out of anger so, you know, common sense tells you that when you are angry, you tends to post whatever that you feel that very instant. I didn't know these kind of posts would attract Ms Comment over here.
Okay, so Ms Comment, I assumed that if you were in my shoes (the fact that you are knowledgeable and understanding enough to put yourself in my shoes), you would have done better than me? And the fact that you only know the situation that happened only a few days out of a few years, you have the rights to judge what I feel? What are you? Psychiatrist?
And if you think you can make things better by posting this kinda rude comments which only babarians would (by calling me names), it would make people feel better or an attempt to make me feel rotten (which i don't), take a hike. It makes things worse. And trust me, it ruins relationships. So if you think that you are the "GOD" that can SAVE everyone from the evil posts, then, fine, prove that you can do better and I'd listen.
If you can't, don't assume that you would and posts nonsense in my tagboard.
and by the way, it takes one to know one, Ms Stupid A.K.A KPO
Why not you be nice and leave your name? So if anything happens between me and that person, she would know who to blame.
I shall not tell the public or anyone (even ms ms stupid here) what happened over the few years and why should I cos it's my personal life and hers as well, so, to the people out there, dun judge people's way of doings and feelings by just one post. Live your own life, dun poke into others. And the fact that someone who don't wish to state names is being rude to me by calling me names, that nose is poking into my life, so, i demand an apology for calling me names.
It's like what i've said. If you assume you can do better, trust me, your turn would come soon.
Karma.
How i know?
Cos the last person who did not state her name as well, got hers.
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7:53 AM
I was about to start with my post when...
1. I heard someone drilling on my dining room's wall. Then i looked out of the window and i realized that it is the window man cleaner. Of cos, i had to pull the curtain close and close the windows. Who knows if he is a serial killer.
2. My nails are too long! I think it'd take forever for someone to go with me to try out the nail arts so i shall go by myself. Now, i have difficulty typing cos of the stupid nails.
My internet recently went hay-wire, AGAIN.
Oh great. Did i hear a giant fly in my living room. -.-" Yes. Oh shit.
Anyway, did everyone enjoy mother's day?
Apparently, i did not.
Not only am i stuck at home pathetically playing games, I felt stupid for feeling sorry for my mother!
I expected that we were going out to eat or to the movies but we ended up eating chicken rice at home.
And i think i have a horrible temper recently cos when i asked my mom if she feels like going to the movies (cos i feel bad that she is stuck at home as well), she said.. "ermmm.... bu xiang qu" and then she continued typing in the stupid computer chatting with another stupid stranger.
You know how stupid i felt? I felt SO darn stupid that i began crying because i was wondering what the hell am i doing for pushing off all my dates with my friends just for the sake of WATCHING HER CHATTING AND SLEEPING!
Then, after that, i cooled down and we had dinner. I then asked my mother if she want to watch a movie i bought. It's her favourite actress. She said okay. And guess what. She spend 2 hours in front of the TV indulging in her taichi.
You know how i felt?
I almost wanted to leave the house.
I really wanted to throw something at the TV. At last, i went to sleep.
So if you think your mother's day sucks, there are other people who thinks their's sucks more than yours.
I know i shouldn't be saying this but...
I really hate it when people comes to be for advices. I mean, of course, I wouldn't mind. In fact, i love to help so much i can spend the whole day thinking of advices. But then...
Don't ask me for advices if you don't want to heed it and end up asking me for help when troubles comes.
I won't know what to do!!!
I mean, for goodness sake!
It's like for example...
Jane, my friend ask me for opinion on a dress. She asked me if pink or blue is better. (It is just an example) I said, pink makes u looks fat, try blue. And then she nods and tell the sales person, "I'll take the pink one"
@#$%^&*^%$#@#$%^&
I tell you, i won't ever go shopping with this kinda person.
If your mind is already made up to do something, don't come to me for advice! Or worse, you rather listen to your heart than listen to my head, den also don't come!
Sooner or later, I'd feel that whatever i say are nonsense and rubbish to you because you never heed it! Then what's the point of me giving advices! It's a waste of my time and saliva, and worse, messages!
And for people who love complaining about how their life sucks, their relationship sucks and use frequent phrases like, "I hate my life", "no one understands me",
please, go get a book that reads, "how to attain happiness", yes, there is one book that tells you how to be happy.
The first rule of being happy is NEVER to say your life sucks!
Complaining is okay but do not keep complaining! Not only your self-esteem would decrease, you are irritating people!
So what if you complain? You mean by complaining, everything would be okay? or are you hoping that you are in a fairy tale book that the mother god fairy would come to grant you wishes?
No one could fully understand another person. Obviously! Duh! If not, everyone can be you!
It is hard for someone to be able to understand you if you do not allow that person to understand! It's like... for example, you have relationship problems. And then you tell your friend,
"You won't understand because you are not going through this"
Okay, so what you expect your friend to reply back?
"okay okay, i go and try what you are going through okay. You give me a minute. I go kill my bf"
NO!!!
Obviously not! In the first place, you do not allow your friend to try to put herself in your shoes. How can you assume no one understands? I mean, common problems like family or relationship problems, how can it be no one understands? Even if we are not going through it, we can put ourselves in your shoe. I don't have to go all the way to break up with my bf to feel how it is like without a bf right? NO!
And for goodness sake, if your whoever best friend sucks, just throw the person away can. Why still stick to that person!
Forgiving and forgiving and forgiving and forgiving and forgiving is not going to do any good!
Pardon. It is...
Forgiving, complaining, forgiving, complaining, forgiving and complaining...
You can forgive once and complain once. Then THROW THAT PERSON INTO SPACE!
Okay, it is okay to complain. As you can see, in most of my posts, i am complaining.
At least i do something after i complained! You don't nag and nag and nag like an old woman/man and then sit there and rot right. So you just nag for the sake of deafening the people around you?
stop stop stop. I don't wanna say any longer. I think I'll faint at the thought of it.
and oh ya, "someone" who is looking at my blog right now, very smart right. You have time for that soon-to-be-thrown-into-universe-monster but you don't have time for me. I asked you out during weekends already have problem already and you still asked her out during weekdays? Thanks ar.
Okay, so anyway...
Dad cooked delicious instant noodles last night. He did not use the ingredients in the package. He just use the noodles and he cook the soup himself. I love home-cooked food.
Mom couldn't cook this whole week cos she is out for meditation.
And bro went Malaysia for scuba diving.
I wonder what delicious dishes dad is going to cook tonight. yum yum.
I am going Bukit Timah Hill with Lilin this weekend. Yeah! I am so excited!!
I am still wondering whether should be i buy the 80 dollars yellow dress i saw at Wisma.
I know this sounds crazy but i dreamt about it for two times in a week!
Oh man. I'm going insane.
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10:17 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.