1. I heard someone drilling on my dining room's wall. Then i looked out of the window and i realized that it is the window man cleaner. Of cos, i had to pull the curtain close and close the windows. Who knows if he is a serial killer.
2. My nails are too long! I think it'd take forever for someone to go with me to try out the nail arts so i shall go by myself. Now, i have difficulty typing cos of the stupid nails.
My internet recently went hay-wire, AGAIN.
Oh great. Did i hear a giant fly in my living room. -.-" Yes. Oh shit.
Anyway, did everyone enjoy mother's day?
Apparently, i did not.
Not only am i stuck at home pathetically playing games, I felt stupid for feeling sorry for my mother!
I expected that we were going out to eat or to the movies but we ended up eating chicken rice at home.
And i think i have a horrible temper recently cos when i asked my mom if she feels like going to the movies (cos i feel bad that she is stuck at home as well), she said.. "ermmm.... bu xiang qu" and then she continued typing in the stupid computer chatting with another stupid stranger.
You know how stupid i felt? I felt SO darn stupid that i began crying because i was wondering what the hell am i doing for pushing off all my dates with my friends just for the sake of WATCHING HER CHATTING AND SLEEPING!
Then, after that, i cooled down and we had dinner. I then asked my mother if she want to watch a movie i bought. It's her favourite actress. She said okay. And guess what. She spend 2 hours in front of the TV indulging in her taichi.
You know how i felt?
I almost wanted to leave the house.
I really wanted to throw something at the TV. At last, i went to sleep.
So if you think your mother's day sucks, there are other people who thinks their's sucks more than yours.
I know i shouldn't be saying this but...
I really hate it when people comes to be for advices. I mean, of course, I wouldn't mind. In fact, i love to help so much i can spend the whole day thinking of advices. But then...
Don't ask me for advices if you don't want to heed it and end up asking me for help when troubles comes.
I won't know what to do!!!
I mean, for goodness sake!
It's like for example...
Jane, my friend ask me for opinion on a dress. She asked me if pink or blue is better. (It is just an example) I said, pink makes u looks fat, try blue. And then she nods and tell the sales person, "I'll take the pink one"
@#$%^&*^%$#@#$%^&
I tell you, i won't ever go shopping with this kinda person.
If your mind is already made up to do something, don't come to me for advice! Or worse, you rather listen to your heart than listen to my head, den also don't come!
Sooner or later, I'd feel that whatever i say are nonsense and rubbish to you because you never heed it! Then what's the point of me giving advices! It's a waste of my time and saliva, and worse, messages!
And for people who love complaining about how their life sucks, their relationship sucks and use frequent phrases like, "I hate my life", "no one understands me",
please, go get a book that reads, "how to attain happiness", yes, there is one book that tells you how to be happy.
The first rule of being happy is NEVER to say your life sucks!
Complaining is okay but do not keep complaining! Not only your self-esteem would decrease, you are irritating people!
So what if you complain? You mean by complaining, everything would be okay? or are you hoping that you are in a fairy tale book that the mother god fairy would come to grant you wishes?
No one could fully understand another person. Obviously! Duh! If not, everyone can be you!
It is hard for someone to be able to understand you if you do not allow that person to understand! It's like... for example, you have relationship problems. And then you tell your friend,
"You won't understand because you are not going through this"
Okay, so what you expect your friend to reply back?
"okay okay, i go and try what you are going through okay. You give me a minute. I go kill my bf"
NO!!!
Obviously not! In the first place, you do not allow your friend to try to put herself in your shoes. How can you assume no one understands? I mean, common problems like family or relationship problems, how can it be no one understands? Even if we are not going through it, we can put ourselves in your shoe. I don't have to go all the way to break up with my bf to feel how it is like without a bf right? NO!
And for goodness sake, if your whoever best friend sucks, just throw the person away can. Why still stick to that person!
Forgiving and forgiving and forgiving and forgiving and forgiving is not going to do any good!
Pardon. It is...
Forgiving, complaining, forgiving, complaining, forgiving and complaining...
You can forgive once and complain once. Then THROW THAT PERSON INTO SPACE!
Okay, it is okay to complain. As you can see, in most of my posts, i am complaining.
At least i do something after i complained! You don't nag and nag and nag like an old woman/man and then sit there and rot right. So you just nag for the sake of deafening the people around you?
stop stop stop. I don't wanna say any longer. I think I'll faint at the thought of it.
and oh ya, "someone" who is looking at my blog right now, very smart right. You have time for that soon-to-be-thrown-into-universe-monster but you don't have time for me. I asked you out during weekends already have problem already and you still asked her out during weekdays? Thanks ar.
Okay, so anyway...
Dad cooked delicious instant noodles last night. He did not use the ingredients in the package. He just use the noodles and he cook the soup himself. I love home-cooked food.
Mom couldn't cook this whole week cos she is out for meditation.
And bro went Malaysia for scuba diving.
I wonder what delicious dishes dad is going to cook tonight. yum yum.
I am going Bukit Timah Hill with Lilin this weekend. Yeah! I am so excited!!
I am still wondering whether should be i buy the 80 dollars yellow dress i saw at Wisma.
I know this sounds crazy but i dreamt about it for two times in a week!
Oh man. I'm going insane.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
10:17 AM
10:17 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.