I am sick. Down with a sore throat. Blame it on my big mouth.
Godbro: lately alot of ppl are sick.
LiLi: Must learn from me! See! Forever so healthy
Godbro: -.-"
The next day...
LiLi: *cough cough*
Sometimes, it is better to be pantang abit.
Then how come i always said, "I've never been on an ambulance before", why didn't i ever get to ride on it?
I hate having sore throat! Grrrr... I rather have fever than sore throat! Sore throat and headache is like the worse sickness you can get. (excluding cancer etc) That's because it takes a long time to heal.
I feel so miserable. I'm sick, troubled and dying!
Come to think of it, hey, i've thought of a list of how to commit suicide. Don't get me wrong. I'm not encouraging anyone.
1. Arsenic Poison
2. Stove gas (this is like so traditional)
3. Drown (And then it all boils down to the lifeguards. Moral of e story: Buy a bath tub)
4. Gun (you think u are in America?)
5. hang yourself (ya, right. like where are you going to hang the noose? Use blug tag 2 stick 2 ceiling?)
6. Burn yourself (Along with the house. Not only ur family gets the life insurance but house insurance as well. Then u can forget about your funeral.)
7. Cut wrist (Provided you have your family out of the house for one whole day. Like perhaps a trip to malaysia. And trust me, it's not as easy as you think to cut yourself.)
8. stab urself (Are you kidding?)
9. Jump down the building (And get multilated. Moral of e story: Avoid bamboos.)
10. Jump down the railway track (yeah, and sacrifice everyone's time. Not only that, even after ur death, you have to pay fines for that!)
Moral of the story: Dun commit suicide. See! It's so hard to commit suicide!
you have to find a painless, unobstructive and responsible technique to kill urself which not surprisingly, doesn't exist.
Hello, who do you think is going to clean up your body after tt? your soul? obviously not! The police/paramedics. It's disgusting! Imagine you kill urself and ppl have to clean you up for your own irresponsibility. Don't be so selfish can. For the sake of ending your life, you made so many ppl suffer.
ha! Dun make me make a list of who will suffer cos i will.
1. Family (deny for all i care but no family is that heartless)
Scenario:
Mom: *boo hoo*
dad: *Boo hoo*
siblings: *boo hoo*
Mom: my poor darling! She'd never even get a manicure before.. she'd never been happy before.. boo hoo.. she'd not help me clean the floor before...
dad: my daughter/son! Why! Why must this end this way! Why can't it end with you marrying first, get the money and give it to us before ending this way! Why!!
Siblings: boo hoo!!! You wore my dress to commit suicide! and that's my favourite dress and it cost $150!
See! It's painful for your family!
2. The policeman (he've to investigate what happened)
3. paramedics (He've to clean your body and all tt stuffs)
4. Morgue (Another body and it takes up space)
5. Cemetry (takes up another space for your grave and let's not forget about the grave-diggers)
6. Incinerator for bodies (Air pollution, get it. Global warming, ring any bells?)
7. suspects (you take up ppl's time when they did not do anything!)
8. The people whom you smile at everyday and u buy newspaper from etc. ($0.70 is money for the uncle who you buy newpaper from.)
See what i mean! You would affect so many people!
So, you know what you should do?
If you are feeling depress/upset, take a vacation to resort etc and relax yourself!
Go on a holiday. take a break from everything! Off your hp, disconnect your online services, pack your bags and go on a vacation. Trust me, u'd feel better after that cos you are too busy sight-seeing or relaxing. And when you are relaxing, your mind will think better.
take it from someone who'd been thru this stage.
And if you are troubled, go to the beach, go to vivo city, go shopping, go to the movies etc. Take your mind off the problem awhile. doesn't solve anything by over-crowding your mind with problems.
Or better yet, do it like me! Blog it down, write it down, diary it down, whatever you want. You can think better by talking it out or expressing it out.
you know, i miss studying so much! I hate working! I hate all the office politics and seeing ppl's sulky and stress faces.
you see that in polytechnic? no. since when you ever seen any of your friends stress in poly other than the FYP period?
I'm glad i'd be going uni next year. Confidence? yes. predicting the future? No.
But that still doesn't help that i am feeling all sick now.
Oh, and for ppl who likes to avoid problem.
Nice try, it won't work.
Tried that, been through that, experienced that and forced to face the problem at the end of the day.
And if you think that you can just leave your problem or the source of the problem (person etc) dangling by the cliff after you had already took a step into the problem, you are wrong.
you are going to feel guilty for e rest of your life. And if you think you are not going to see the person ever again.
Think again.
How big can Singapore be?
No matter how you avoid the problem, the problem will come back to you eventually. So, dun be dumb. face it, NOW. If you think you can run away from it, just treat it as the problem has longer legs than you have.
And if you think you wanna leave the problem dangling there, try harder. how selfish can you get by leaving the person dangling and suffering from all thoughts there?
And if you wanna ignore the person, you are the worse person. You make the person suffer and pretend nothing happen. You are ignorant, selfish and a beast. An irresponsible monster, get it?
And if you are another one of the person who says, quoted from someone, "Ignorance is a bliss", you can just disappear in the thin air and dun come back. Selfish idiots. SELFISH idiots!! Is it big enough for you to see?
you cause the problem, you solve it. If you dun solve it, you are selfish cos you are making ppl suffer. End of story. simple as that. Coward monster.
Godbro: lately alot of ppl are sick.
LiLi: Must learn from me! See! Forever so healthy
Godbro: -.-"
The next day...
LiLi: *cough cough*
Sometimes, it is better to be pantang abit.
Then how come i always said, "I've never been on an ambulance before", why didn't i ever get to ride on it?
I hate having sore throat! Grrrr... I rather have fever than sore throat! Sore throat and headache is like the worse sickness you can get. (excluding cancer etc) That's because it takes a long time to heal.
I feel so miserable. I'm sick, troubled and dying!
Come to think of it, hey, i've thought of a list of how to commit suicide. Don't get me wrong. I'm not encouraging anyone.
1. Arsenic Poison
2. Stove gas (this is like so traditional)
3. Drown (And then it all boils down to the lifeguards. Moral of e story: Buy a bath tub)
4. Gun (you think u are in America?)
5. hang yourself (ya, right. like where are you going to hang the noose? Use blug tag 2 stick 2 ceiling?)
6. Burn yourself (Along with the house. Not only ur family gets the life insurance but house insurance as well. Then u can forget about your funeral.)
7. Cut wrist (Provided you have your family out of the house for one whole day. Like perhaps a trip to malaysia. And trust me, it's not as easy as you think to cut yourself.)
8. stab urself (Are you kidding?)
9. Jump down the building (And get multilated. Moral of e story: Avoid bamboos.)
10. Jump down the railway track (yeah, and sacrifice everyone's time. Not only that, even after ur death, you have to pay fines for that!)
Moral of the story: Dun commit suicide. See! It's so hard to commit suicide!
you have to find a painless, unobstructive and responsible technique to kill urself which not surprisingly, doesn't exist.
Hello, who do you think is going to clean up your body after tt? your soul? obviously not! The police/paramedics. It's disgusting! Imagine you kill urself and ppl have to clean you up for your own irresponsibility. Don't be so selfish can. For the sake of ending your life, you made so many ppl suffer.
ha! Dun make me make a list of who will suffer cos i will.
1. Family (deny for all i care but no family is that heartless)
Scenario:
Mom: *boo hoo*
dad: *Boo hoo*
siblings: *boo hoo*
Mom: my poor darling! She'd never even get a manicure before.. she'd never been happy before.. boo hoo.. she'd not help me clean the floor before...
dad: my daughter/son! Why! Why must this end this way! Why can't it end with you marrying first, get the money and give it to us before ending this way! Why!!
Siblings: boo hoo!!! You wore my dress to commit suicide! and that's my favourite dress and it cost $150!
See! It's painful for your family!
2. The policeman (he've to investigate what happened)
3. paramedics (He've to clean your body and all tt stuffs)
4. Morgue (Another body and it takes up space)
5. Cemetry (takes up another space for your grave and let's not forget about the grave-diggers)
6. Incinerator for bodies (Air pollution, get it. Global warming, ring any bells?)
7. suspects (you take up ppl's time when they did not do anything!)
8. The people whom you smile at everyday and u buy newspaper from etc. ($0.70 is money for the uncle who you buy newpaper from.)
See what i mean! You would affect so many people!
So, you know what you should do?
If you are feeling depress/upset, take a vacation to resort etc and relax yourself!
Go on a holiday. take a break from everything! Off your hp, disconnect your online services, pack your bags and go on a vacation. Trust me, u'd feel better after that cos you are too busy sight-seeing or relaxing. And when you are relaxing, your mind will think better.
take it from someone who'd been thru this stage.
And if you are troubled, go to the beach, go to vivo city, go shopping, go to the movies etc. Take your mind off the problem awhile. doesn't solve anything by over-crowding your mind with problems.
Or better yet, do it like me! Blog it down, write it down, diary it down, whatever you want. You can think better by talking it out or expressing it out.
you know, i miss studying so much! I hate working! I hate all the office politics and seeing ppl's sulky and stress faces.
you see that in polytechnic? no. since when you ever seen any of your friends stress in poly other than the FYP period?
I'm glad i'd be going uni next year. Confidence? yes. predicting the future? No.
But that still doesn't help that i am feeling all sick now.
Oh, and for ppl who likes to avoid problem.
Nice try, it won't work.
Tried that, been through that, experienced that and forced to face the problem at the end of the day.
And if you think that you can just leave your problem or the source of the problem (person etc) dangling by the cliff after you had already took a step into the problem, you are wrong.
you are going to feel guilty for e rest of your life. And if you think you are not going to see the person ever again.
Think again.
How big can Singapore be?
No matter how you avoid the problem, the problem will come back to you eventually. So, dun be dumb. face it, NOW. If you think you can run away from it, just treat it as the problem has longer legs than you have.
And if you think you wanna leave the problem dangling there, try harder. how selfish can you get by leaving the person dangling and suffering from all thoughts there?
And if you wanna ignore the person, you are the worse person. You make the person suffer and pretend nothing happen. You are ignorant, selfish and a beast. An irresponsible monster, get it?
And if you are another one of the person who says, quoted from someone, "Ignorance is a bliss", you can just disappear in the thin air and dun come back. Selfish idiots. SELFISH idiots!! Is it big enough for you to see?
you cause the problem, you solve it. If you dun solve it, you are selfish cos you are making ppl suffer. End of story. simple as that. Coward monster.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
9:21 AM
9:21 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.