Mundane and boring life.
I seriously do not know what to update about my mundane life unless you want to hear me complain about inconsiderate people for the whole entry because for that topic, i'd rant off endlessly if you want me to.
Work was busy and by the time i reached home, i'd be too lethargic to do anything else but eat and sleep.
For weekends, i'd be too busy as well. Busy with dreading for work on Monday. I've reserved one of my weekend to visit my cousin in the hospital as well. But i didn't go this week cos my cousin (not the one in the hospital) suddenly backed out of our date to the hospital! Wah lao! lucky i was at suntec and wasn't on my way ang mo kio, if not i'd have drag him to the hospital no matter what!
Went to Bugis with godbro yesterday.
I had my pendant wrapped with plastic because it was giving me rashes. Then, godbro and I went to eat wonton noodles. it was delicious!
But the service was super lousy.
Those china waitress was really...
YUCKS.
One of them actually accidentally spilled the soup on one of the customer.
She stood there and do nothing.
Not only that... she did not even apologize!!!
What kinda service is that?!
And they weren't polite at all. They spoke like they're some loan sharks.
The customer and the family walked off without even eating.
Not only that, the waitress forgot to collect money from us. I did not realize that till my godbro told me. he was smiling happily.
Anyway, after that, i proposed to go suntec to eat ice cream.
So we walked all the way from Bugis to Suntec. I told him that i'd direct him and he allowed me to. But on the way there, he kept saying i'm walking the long way. After that, he kept walking straight when i'd usually turn right.
And ended up, we walked one whole round.
I kept telling him..
"You must TRUST me!! why u dun trust me?!"
And each time i say that, he'd give a --> -.-" face.
And then he'd smile cos he said it's funny. Wah lao!
And when we reached suntec, we went to look for the ice cream stall.
Upon reaching there....
LiLi: Eh? Where is it ar?
Godbro: huh?
LiLi: eh! It's suppose to be here! *Proceeded to walk one round at the area where the ice cream stall suppose to be*
Godbro: -.-"
LiLi: *look at godbro and scratch head* erm...... hehehehe
Godbro: *smile* --> And it is not just any smile. It is a smile that reads "I give up"
LiLi: k lah k lah. we go ben and jerry ok.
Godbro: okok.
So for the whole day, we were in fact walking and totally look like two tourists.
And trust me (ahem), he'd keep reminding me of this incident even though we are 70 years old.
While sitting at ben and jerry's, i think approximately 5 ppl knock against my chair. It's not that i'm fat and my chair was already pushed to a limit.
I don't understand how can they bump into my chair when there's SO much space to walk behind me!
Recently, i've been telling my godbro..
"I think people are born just to wait for death."
Godbro: huh? why u say that?
LiLi: From the moment i start work, i feel like i'm waiting to die.
Godbro: in what sense?
LiLi: When we are studying, i don't feel so. Because you have a goal ahead of you. It's like.. you know you are studying for work. but when you are working, everything is different. Monday to friday, you work, go back, eat and sleep. Weekened would left to dread about monday. Monday to friday, same process again. you get what i mean? And then you work till you retire. Then, by that time, you are REALLY waiting to die.
Godbro: But it's the process that matters what. It's not the destination.
LiLi: wah lao, no destination already lah. destination is death lah. Process? What process? You tell me lah. what process i have. -.-"
It's true. I feel like everyday is just another boring day. Everyday, i'd be looking forward to the sea. And it just goes on for monday till friday. Saturday, i'd be watching tv. Sunday would be left to think about how draggy my work is.
I msged Cheryl and Lilin, theres no reply from either of them.
I thought it's cos cheryl forgot to bring her hp to work but the next day, there's still no reply.
I thought something happened to lilin. I went home and came online. Realized that she is online.
So after all, i'm the only paranoid one.
I feel that i've been paranoid all these while.
And my godbro feels so as well because every night when i meet him, i'd stare at the wall and day-dream. I'd be too tired to talk.
I told my godbro yesterday...
"Friends just come and go like a gust of wind."
Godbro just nodded and spoke nothing.
Seriously, at this very moment...
I just feel like giving up on life. i mean.. what the hell.. no matter what you do, everything is already fated.
no matter how much you think, there's always something that opposes you.
So sorry, i dun have so much strength to fight back anymore.
So whatever all of you wanna do, just go ahead. Just kill me or something.
Maybe i'd be in one of those "True crime story" by then.
The thought of it gets me excited.
Which is a little terrifying.
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7:54 AM
I hate work
I met Cheryl the other day for dinner. We had Pastamania.
I told her all about the china girl with the imitiation of her voice and everything. Cheryl laughed like there's no tomorrow.
But it IS funny.
We were going to leave at 8pm.
Cheryl: Eh, what's the time now?
LiLi: 7.30 (Looking at my hp)
Cheryl: *Picked up my hp and took a look* AM.
LiLi: Huh? What AM? *take a look at the hp with a confused face* EH! What e hell?! hahahaha! No wonder my hp's alarm didn't go off lah!
Okay, so i did not realize that my hp's time is not accurate...
Anyway, just to share with all of you, i'm not sure if i'm going to work more than 6 months in my current company. I can't stand the office politics! I dun wanna spend my entire one year in fear.
Now, i am dragging my feet to work.
AAAH!! and tomorrow is Monday already! not AGAIN!
I miss schooling!
I miss all my classmates, friends, facilitators and everything!
I miss all the laughters and craziness.
I miss presenting and doing homework.
Okay, now, i've entirely no mood to continue blogging.
I'm going off to go dread about work tomorrow.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
8:38 AM
"Your chinese is lousy" blah blah. Is thr a mosquito around?
I'm going to start this weekend's entry with boring and un-funny stuffs so, scroll down if you dun wanna read about it.
wah lao, you really scrolling down ar. dun like that lah. how can you be so mean?
I lost a friend this week. No, not in a mall. As in, not friends anymore. Thank God (my God) that he does not read my blog so i can blog it out here. We actually returned our games 2 each other and i know it's stupid but i got the feeling that it was the last time i am going to see him. I was adviced by many that i should not be close with him or be friends with him anymore because he does not cherish friends. I can see that though. So, there you go.
I really hate the feeling of losing a friend. I really cherished him and I find that he is still a great friend if only he is not so insensitive. Plus, i guess, he has a gf and he has too many friends so he tends to take all of his friends for granted. I have enough of this. And i let him know that i'm very unhappy with him. And i can tell that his gf misunderstood my intentions and everything so, that makes her disliking me. I can tell that she had gossiped about me to her friends because.. okay, it's dumb, she did it in front of me. I dun wanna be mean in this entry about him and his gf so i shall stop here. Still, i wish for the best to him and his gf, hopefully, he'd learn to cherish friends in future.
alright, ppl. back to normal boring life.
Eh, what all of u wanna know ar? my working life is pretty boring leh.
Or u wanna hear about the china girl again? hahaha!
Oh yes, she commented that my chinese is super super super lousy over lunch yesterday.
I almost replied, "Enough of my chinese, let's talk about ur english."
But i didn't. Didn't wanna be mean like her.
Since i won't be mean at her face, i shall vent my anger here.
What rights she have to talk about my chinese? what the hell?
U know what she said?
"America is slowing down already. Now, it's all about China. China is developing. If you duno about chinese, you are dead. your chinese very lousy leh."
why is it that every week, she have a new problem about me?
Do i have a sign on my face that reads,
"Name one problem about me and win a price of $5000!"
Oh pls lah! If what u said is really true (okay, it's true) and if you are really proud of it, GO WORK FOR A COMPANY THAT COMES FROM CHINA LAH!
Better yet, go back to YOUR COUNTRY to work!
Why come singapore?!
And the funniest thing is..
WHY COME TO CANON, A JAPANESE MNC?!
Now that i recalled, i know why i spoke chinese to them.
It's because I CAN'T STAND HER ENGLISH so i have to talk to her in chinese. At least i know my basic chinese.
She was showing off her english to another colleague of mine just yesterday...
"Regional is o-k. Domestic is more com-pli-ca-ted. More Chal-len-ging."
oh God. you should have seen how she tried to slank. It's really a puking experience.
Ended up, she sounded like this:
"Regianal is ok. Domastic is mare camplicatad. Mare challanging."
I dun understand. how can someone like her standard of English is able to hold her head up high and speak in English?
I have nothing against china ppl speaking English. Really. I have friends who come from China in RP. They were in the same team as me in certain modules and i've never laughed at them before. Even when they presented in English, though the whole class is laughing at them secretly, i didn't. Because i think that we should respect them.
But this woman here... she's ABSOLUTELY no respect for me, y should i show respect to her?
Oh yea, and can you believe it that she actually said:
"My friends say that i already have the Singapore's slank instead of china's."
Oh God. pls lah. you have it ALL THE WAY!
And to add it on, i speak english at home. Even if i do speak chinese, i dun speak tough chinese with him right? I dun go:
"papa, ni kan! na ge ren bei da de pian ti ling shang." (daddy, look! That person got beaten badly)
Hello! When u go home to have dinner, do you tell your dad that your dinner got beaten badly?!
No right!
You just say, "daddy, i wanna have dinner right?"
What? u wanna use four character chinese when you just wanna eat dinner?
Dun be dumb can!
I feel like throwing the english dictionary in her face.
Along with English Sing-along CD
get your pronounciation right lah, lady, before you comment about other ppl's languages.
Oh, and she said this in office for no reason:
"you know ar, that time, there's this guy who actually called me on the phone and said, "mei nu ar, where are you?" After we talked for so long, it's actually the wrong number! So funny right!"
my first reaction was: -.-" where's the funny part?
I rolled my eyes behind her back.
If i were her, the moment the person say, "mei nu", i wouldn't have to wait for another second. I would have already know it's the wrong number!
okay, that was mean. but i am TOO UPSET AT HER!
I can't believe she commented that my chinese is LOUSY! and she make singapore sounds like a third-world country compared to her CHINA! What the hell!!!
Oh, but other than her, the people there are REALLY nice.
Really! they are REALLY friendly and always joking with me to lighten up my mood when they see me.
After work, the best get-away and relaxation is to lean on the railings and just feel the wind and the smell of the sea. Refreshing and beautiful.
Okay, i shall update 2mr again. ^^
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8:16 AM
Caterpillar day
I went K Box with Xiaohsin this morning.
You know, i would like to suggest that the waitress and waiter stop walking around because it's distracting! And some of them really does have that attitude face. It's irritating!
Anyway, today, we went singing.
LiLi: Eh, xiaohsin, you take the lunch boxes out for them to clear so tt they won't come in.
Xiaohsin: *took them out*
- 1 min later-
A waiter walked passed and picked up the lunch boxes...
AND CAME IN!
Waiter: Hello, is there any last orders you wanna make?
LiLi: -.-""""""
I felt like banging my head against the wall.
And today, we were on a bus and when i boarded the bus, i commented that the bus is really old. Frankly speaking, i do kinda like the old buses.
So, i took a seat at the left side and xiaohsin came to sit beside me.
xiaohsin: Eh, miss, you sit at a one-seater for what?
LiLi: huh? no ar, this seat is for two person. you see the two person in front of us?
Xiaohsin: Different size leh!
LiLi: no ah, both of us fit in just nice.
Xiaohsin: that's because you are skinny.
LiLi: -.-""
There sit a malay old woman and her grand-daughter in front of us.
Suddenly, i noticed xiaohsin's eyes were bulging out.
Xiaohsin: *pointed at the tudong of the old lady's head*
A... living... yellow and black caterpillar...
LiLi: EEEEE!!!!! get out of the seat! Go Go Go!!!!
Xiaohsin: -took 10 seconds to react and get out of the seat-
LiLi: *Continue to sit at the same seats* Eh, should i tell her?
Xiaohsin: Tell her lah. (whispered from another seat)
LiLi: *Burst out into laughter* I dun dare leh!
I stood up and waved my hand at the old lady's face.
LiLi: erm.. there's a caterpillar on your tudong leh. *Quickly ran to the other end of the bus*
Then i saw the grand-daughter trying to use the newspaper to swipe the caterpillar off the tudong.
Okay, i know it's bad to laugh at others but then, i couldn't help it!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Okay, i take that back. I think if i were the old lady, i'd die screaming.
And if it's xiaohsin with me, he'd have ran away first. If not, he'd take another 20 seconds to react. By that time, i would have pulled out all of my hair.
So, i'm kinda impressed that the old lady sat there calmly while the grand-daughter hit her head with the newspaper.
hmm...
HAHAHAHAHA!!
sorry..
But I really can't forget that sight.
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6:58 PM
A peaceful Sunday as well
I just love this song! It gets your adrenaline rushing isn't it?
I'd always play this song when i am on my way to work. so both the armpit smell of men and this music is my source of energy in the morning.
yucks.
armpit.
Anyway, I am in a mood for something.
The Kind Of Guy I Like
1. A gentleman who open the door for ladies. (If he dun, i tell you, ladies, you can just slam the door at his face)
2. Someone with a sense of humour and with a sense of urgency. (I dun want an extreme clown or extreme president.)
3. Someone with a quick mind and smart. (No, he doesn't have to have an IQ of 170)
4. Someone who is thoughtful and caring. (This is like so basic too.)
5. Someone who would give surprises once in a while. (And i dun mean hiding behind the wall and jump out of it just for scare. I mean REAL surprises.)
6. Someone who would forgo his ego to a limitation. (What the hell with the "Hey lady, you can't give me money in public.")
7. Someone who would be crazy 2gether with me. (I dun wanna to appear like i'm someone who just got let out of IMH or from zoo, and i dun mean zoo keepers)
8. Someone who would give nice presents. (Not just any ornaments from the gift shop. what e hell. i can go buy one for myself too.)
9. Someone who would not laugh at me but laugh with me.
10. A good listener at least. Dun have to be a good adviser.
11. Someone easy going.
12. Someone who don't flirt around. (duh!)
13. Someone who would use his own hands to earn money. (Thief or pick pocket is not counted)
14. Someone who has a good temper and patience.
15. Someone who wouldn't think that going to the beach for a walk is a stupid thing.
16. Someone understanding but not stupid.
17. Someone filial but dun have to be his family dog.
18. Someone who knows what you want without you hinting it.
19. Someone who games! Ok,but dun give me someone who keep gaming 24/7 but ignore me. eh, but what the hell, i'd be playing too. haha. okay, NEVER MIND.
20. Someone who would be romantic once in a while. (Not once in a blue moon hor.)
21. Someone who dun like clubbing. I dun want the, "we were both drunk and we didn't know what we were doing" incident. it's stupid, i tell you.
22. Someone who don't smoke.
23. Someone who would watch bleach, naruto, shin chan with me.
24. Someone who dotes me.
25. He dun need to have the same interest as me but to compromise is important.
That'd be all. it's not very hard to satisfy, isn't it?
i thought so too.
Oh no, it's sunday already! sighhh
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7:42 AM
It is a peaceful Saturday.
Yesterday, i stayed till 7.15pm in the office. and no, i did not did it on purpose. It is due to external factors which i am obliged to stay.
So anyway, yesterday at around 6.30pm, there were a number of us still staying even after it was after work. Then, i saw a red round object in the sky.
LiLi: Eh! Look! Why the moon is red ar!? Is it like the eclipse or something?
Shirley: This is East side leh, xiao jie. That is the sun lah!
LiLi: -.-""" *pretend nothing had happened*
Back at home...
Mom: Eh, li ah, you remember ah xia's son? He is getting married at bukit batok's hotel. It's the new one. I told xia that both you and i are going.
LiLi: Huh? dun want lah!
Mom: Why?
LiLi: I dun like him...
Mom: I ask you to go to the wedding, who ask you to like him?!
LiLi: no mah. you go to wedding right, you have to know and like the person mah. if not why would you wanna give ang bao to someone you dun like right?
Mom: Siao ding dong! Go means go. dun care whether you like him anot. no one ask you to like him. who ask you to even look at him?
LiLi: -.-"""
By the way, people, my hp had died on me. So....
All your contacts are GONE!
hahaha! I know! It's stupid. okay, maybe not ALL the contacts but some rather new ones which i just saved in my phone and i did not transfer it over to my SIM card.
Blame it on the hp, not me.
I'm innocent.
Oh yea, anyway, there is this guy in the office who always tease me about the SAME thing everyday.
teaser: eh, you look so young and then you go and wear auntie's clothes for what.
LiLi: Hello, this is not auntie's clothes. For your info, this is formal clothings and it is mature looking, not auntie.
teaser: eh, where u buy your clothes from ar? OG ar? HAHAHA
LiLi: -.-"
China girl: Eh, you know what OG stands for? "old Girl"
LiLi: -.-"" (suddenly, i felt cold. I was wondering, is she just trying to fit in or trying to sound stupid?)
Over lunch...
LiLi: Eh.. my clothes really look auntie meh? BE SERIOUS.
China girl: no lah. formal loh.
Li Jun: look mature, not auntie. Aiyah, he is always like that de. In this way, we won't get bored in office mah. Zhen jia le qu (increase in the entertainment factor)
LiLi: Sorry hor, i dun wanna be used to zhen jia le qu. He can use you, dun use me.
And oh ya, there's this guy sitting in front of the china girl whom she referred to as handsome guy.
Okay, so he is handsome but then is there a need to let everybody know your opinion? as in.. she was like that..
China girl: EH! I feel so happy. My boss is handsome. In front of me, there's a handsome boy!
LiLi: -.-"""" (desperate sia, this girl.)
I CANNOT STAND IT! grrrr..
i mean, alright. you wanna share to us and say, this guy looks handsome, it's ok.
Once is alright.
DUN KEEP SAYING LAH! wah lao!!
And anyway, i'd give them sweets before lunch and before we finish work.
So there's this day, i was too busy so i did not give and a coincidence that the "handsome guy" in front of her did not come too.
After work, she was like, "Eh, lili, why didn't you give sweet today?"
So the next day, i gave them and a COINCIDENCE, the guy came.
China girl: Eh, XXXXXX (Dun count, it dun represent the name), yesterday you didn't come hor, lili didn't give sweet leh.
XXXXXX: Really ar? Wah, feel so rong xing.
LiLi: Erm, you dun misunderstand. it wasn't like that. haha.
China girl: no! Really! She didn't give sweet yesterday! You come everyday k, then we have sweets everyday.
LiLi: -.-" (Got very irritated.) hello.. it's you who asked me why didn't i give sweets yesterday leh. XXXXXX is not a factor whether i wanna give sweet anot ok.
what is her problem? Is she trying to make XXXXXXX misunderstand or something? She dun use her brain to think before she say anything.
LiLi: Eh, china girl (Just a representation), did you ger drunk before?
China girl: no lah! I don't. I know how to control myself.
LiLi: really ah. Oh. i thought you were like those, qian bei bu zui (won't get drunk no matter how much you drink.).
China girl: ya loh! I AM qian bei bu zui ar.
LiLi: -.-""" (she is contradicting herself.)
China girl: I can really drink and i even called my dad to ask how come i can drink very well. My dad says that our whole family drinks very well.
LiLi: -.-"""" *got the feeling that i asked the wrong question*
China girl: I can drink alot and go in one shot, i won't ger drunk de.
LiLi: *walk faster*
I feel that you can be straight-forward but dun be so hao lian lah.
So people, watch and learn.
Next time, be more humble.
If someone ask,
A: Did you get drunk before?
B: hmm.. not that i can remember. But maybe it's because i know my limits.
A: really? oh! I thought you are those qian bei bu zui.
B: no lah! I know when to stop. And maybe it could be because my family drinks well.
The conversation should goes like that. You are not suppose to make a "I am a good drinker" speech of yourself.
So, people, learn.
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9:25 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.