I seriously do not know what to update about my mundane life unless you want to hear me complain about inconsiderate people for the whole entry because for that topic, i'd rant off endlessly if you want me to.
Work was busy and by the time i reached home, i'd be too lethargic to do anything else but eat and sleep.
For weekends, i'd be too busy as well. Busy with dreading for work on Monday. I've reserved one of my weekend to visit my cousin in the hospital as well. But i didn't go this week cos my cousin (not the one in the hospital) suddenly backed out of our date to the hospital! Wah lao! lucky i was at suntec and wasn't on my way ang mo kio, if not i'd have drag him to the hospital no matter what!
Went to Bugis with godbro yesterday.
I had my pendant wrapped with plastic because it was giving me rashes. Then, godbro and I went to eat wonton noodles. it was delicious!
But the service was super lousy.
Those china waitress was really...
YUCKS.
One of them actually accidentally spilled the soup on one of the customer.
She stood there and do nothing.
Not only that... she did not even apologize!!!
What kinda service is that?!
And they weren't polite at all. They spoke like they're some loan sharks.
The customer and the family walked off without even eating.
Not only that, the waitress forgot to collect money from us. I did not realize that till my godbro told me. he was smiling happily.
Anyway, after that, i proposed to go suntec to eat ice cream.
So we walked all the way from Bugis to Suntec. I told him that i'd direct him and he allowed me to. But on the way there, he kept saying i'm walking the long way. After that, he kept walking straight when i'd usually turn right.
And ended up, we walked one whole round.
I kept telling him..
"You must TRUST me!! why u dun trust me?!"
And each time i say that, he'd give a --> -.-" face.
And then he'd smile cos he said it's funny. Wah lao!
And when we reached suntec, we went to look for the ice cream stall.
Upon reaching there....
LiLi: Eh? Where is it ar?
Godbro: huh?
LiLi: eh! It's suppose to be here! *Proceeded to walk one round at the area where the ice cream stall suppose to be*
Godbro: -.-"
LiLi: *look at godbro and scratch head* erm...... hehehehe
Godbro: *smile* --> And it is not just any smile. It is a smile that reads "I give up"
LiLi: k lah k lah. we go ben and jerry ok.
Godbro: okok.
So for the whole day, we were in fact walking and totally look like two tourists.
And trust me (ahem), he'd keep reminding me of this incident even though we are 70 years old.
While sitting at ben and jerry's, i think approximately 5 ppl knock against my chair. It's not that i'm fat and my chair was already pushed to a limit.
I don't understand how can they bump into my chair when there's SO much space to walk behind me!
Recently, i've been telling my godbro..
"I think people are born just to wait for death."
Godbro: huh? why u say that?
LiLi: From the moment i start work, i feel like i'm waiting to die.
Godbro: in what sense?
LiLi: When we are studying, i don't feel so. Because you have a goal ahead of you. It's like.. you know you are studying for work. but when you are working, everything is different. Monday to friday, you work, go back, eat and sleep. Weekened would left to dread about monday. Monday to friday, same process again. you get what i mean? And then you work till you retire. Then, by that time, you are REALLY waiting to die.
Godbro: But it's the process that matters what. It's not the destination.
LiLi: wah lao, no destination already lah. destination is death lah. Process? What process? You tell me lah. what process i have. -.-"
It's true. I feel like everyday is just another boring day. Everyday, i'd be looking forward to the sea. And it just goes on for monday till friday. Saturday, i'd be watching tv. Sunday would be left to think about how draggy my work is.
I msged Cheryl and Lilin, theres no reply from either of them.
I thought it's cos cheryl forgot to bring her hp to work but the next day, there's still no reply.
I thought something happened to lilin. I went home and came online. Realized that she is online.
So after all, i'm the only paranoid one.
I feel that i've been paranoid all these while.
And my godbro feels so as well because every night when i meet him, i'd stare at the wall and day-dream. I'd be too tired to talk.
I told my godbro yesterday...
"Friends just come and go like a gust of wind."
Godbro just nodded and spoke nothing.
Seriously, at this very moment...
I just feel like giving up on life. i mean.. what the hell.. no matter what you do, everything is already fated.
no matter how much you think, there's always something that opposes you.
So sorry, i dun have so much strength to fight back anymore.
So whatever all of you wanna do, just go ahead. Just kill me or something.
Maybe i'd be in one of those "True crime story" by then.
The thought of it gets me excited.
Which is a little terrifying.
Work was busy and by the time i reached home, i'd be too lethargic to do anything else but eat and sleep.
For weekends, i'd be too busy as well. Busy with dreading for work on Monday. I've reserved one of my weekend to visit my cousin in the hospital as well. But i didn't go this week cos my cousin (not the one in the hospital) suddenly backed out of our date to the hospital! Wah lao! lucky i was at suntec and wasn't on my way ang mo kio, if not i'd have drag him to the hospital no matter what!
Went to Bugis with godbro yesterday.
I had my pendant wrapped with plastic because it was giving me rashes. Then, godbro and I went to eat wonton noodles. it was delicious!
But the service was super lousy.
Those china waitress was really...
YUCKS.
One of them actually accidentally spilled the soup on one of the customer.
She stood there and do nothing.
Not only that... she did not even apologize!!!
What kinda service is that?!
And they weren't polite at all. They spoke like they're some loan sharks.
The customer and the family walked off without even eating.
Not only that, the waitress forgot to collect money from us. I did not realize that till my godbro told me. he was smiling happily.
Anyway, after that, i proposed to go suntec to eat ice cream.
So we walked all the way from Bugis to Suntec. I told him that i'd direct him and he allowed me to. But on the way there, he kept saying i'm walking the long way. After that, he kept walking straight when i'd usually turn right.
And ended up, we walked one whole round.
I kept telling him..
"You must TRUST me!! why u dun trust me?!"
And each time i say that, he'd give a --> -.-" face.
And then he'd smile cos he said it's funny. Wah lao!
And when we reached suntec, we went to look for the ice cream stall.
Upon reaching there....
LiLi: Eh? Where is it ar?
Godbro: huh?
LiLi: eh! It's suppose to be here! *Proceeded to walk one round at the area where the ice cream stall suppose to be*
Godbro: -.-"
LiLi: *look at godbro and scratch head* erm...... hehehehe
Godbro: *smile* --> And it is not just any smile. It is a smile that reads "I give up"
LiLi: k lah k lah. we go ben and jerry ok.
Godbro: okok.
So for the whole day, we were in fact walking and totally look like two tourists.
And trust me (ahem), he'd keep reminding me of this incident even though we are 70 years old.
While sitting at ben and jerry's, i think approximately 5 ppl knock against my chair. It's not that i'm fat and my chair was already pushed to a limit.
I don't understand how can they bump into my chair when there's SO much space to walk behind me!
Recently, i've been telling my godbro..
"I think people are born just to wait for death."
Godbro: huh? why u say that?
LiLi: From the moment i start work, i feel like i'm waiting to die.
Godbro: in what sense?
LiLi: When we are studying, i don't feel so. Because you have a goal ahead of you. It's like.. you know you are studying for work. but when you are working, everything is different. Monday to friday, you work, go back, eat and sleep. Weekened would left to dread about monday. Monday to friday, same process again. you get what i mean? And then you work till you retire. Then, by that time, you are REALLY waiting to die.
Godbro: But it's the process that matters what. It's not the destination.
LiLi: wah lao, no destination already lah. destination is death lah. Process? What process? You tell me lah. what process i have. -.-"
It's true. I feel like everyday is just another boring day. Everyday, i'd be looking forward to the sea. And it just goes on for monday till friday. Saturday, i'd be watching tv. Sunday would be left to think about how draggy my work is.
I msged Cheryl and Lilin, theres no reply from either of them.
I thought it's cos cheryl forgot to bring her hp to work but the next day, there's still no reply.
I thought something happened to lilin. I went home and came online. Realized that she is online.
So after all, i'm the only paranoid one.
I feel that i've been paranoid all these while.
And my godbro feels so as well because every night when i meet him, i'd stare at the wall and day-dream. I'd be too tired to talk.
I told my godbro yesterday...
"Friends just come and go like a gust of wind."
Godbro just nodded and spoke nothing.
Seriously, at this very moment...
I just feel like giving up on life. i mean.. what the hell.. no matter what you do, everything is already fated.
no matter how much you think, there's always something that opposes you.
So sorry, i dun have so much strength to fight back anymore.
So whatever all of you wanna do, just go ahead. Just kill me or something.
Maybe i'd be in one of those "True crime story" by then.
The thought of it gets me excited.
Which is a little terrifying.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
7:54 AM
7:54 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.