Going to sign up for Australia degree Course on Febuary for the intake of August. I'll miss my godbro, godsis and xh. Especially my godbro! I've been meeting him for the past 6-7 years, can't bear to leave the routine and our daily chats. Each time i meet him, I'd be asking myself, "I wonder when is the last time i'm going to see the environment and sitting here." Each time i meet him, i'd feel upset as i forsee the future that both of us weren't be meeting anymore. It's hard to find a true friend, especially a guy.
Fish cage and god sis are saying that guy and girl can't be platonic friends. I duno what's wrong with the people around me! Keep saying this guy likes me, that guy likes me.
my god sis say my godbro likes me.
Fish cage says my god bro likes me as well.
my god bro say fish cage likes me.
HELLO! U forgot who am i! I am the girl next door who talk loudly, laugh loudly, make a fool of myself, talk like a guy and I even think like a guy! (Erm, wait, i take that back. With the exception that i duno why guys are so into sex)
Okay, the point is, I'm not charming! So stop making me seem like the kind to walk down a street for less than 10 feet, and there's 10 guys come asking for my numbers. If that happens, my family would consider cursing me that i'd have a pungent emitted out of my body each time i'm near a guy.
Anyway, recently, i composed a song and as well, written the lyrics. It's a chinese song. Initially, i actually thought, "alamak, song only mah. so easy to compose! You any how press a few notes, it's also music!" But after composing the song, i realized how tedious the process is. And somehow, my song still needs sharpening. Godbro and fish cage heard the song and they commented that i still have areas of improvement though it's really good. And yes, i agree.
And as for my lyrics... my godbro's sis and godbro implied that it's a C grade chinese. What the hell. -.-" my chinese sucks like duno what shit and yet u wanna complain. grrrr... *do a cockroach kung fu pose* You know how long it takes for me to write the lyics? I spent like... 4 hours + 1 hour (during lunch time). I kept referring back to my hp for the chinese words. But my song won't coordinate well with english lyrics.
I'll upload into my blog soon. Kinda lazy to now. haha!
My bro came back from his trip to Korea last night and he bought make ups and pendants for me! Yiippee!! I feel like i'm the one going on vacation! Thanks, bro. *muacks*
Oh yea, i'm going Genting on Dec with my mom for three days.
A few days ago, i met my godbro again. Then, we bumped into my sec school teacher, Mr Loo who taught me science. He'd always remember me because my dad works in MOE and plus, i'm always sleeping in his class during sec 1. He encouraged me to go overseas to study and to experience the outside world.
What do all of you think?
I've thought of something regarding friends recently...
Do all of you know the difference between friends and best friends?
I thought of the perfect answer.
A best friend is someone who treasure and place you the same place/position as you would place/position him/her in your heart.
It's true.
Take my godbro for example.
He've his best buddies. I'm just one of his god sis. In his heart, he has his gf, his buddies and family. And when we meet, i didn't do much to cheer him up or entertain him either. So i bet i'm going to be placed in the last.
For me, HA! Just look at me. Like how many true friends i have? My god sis.. fish cage... and "The world worst murders" book!
My godsis is busy with her problems, bf and friends. (though she kept deny she dun have many friends, i find it hard to believe especially with all the weddings, celebration blah blah that she've to attend that i've to queue for next month just to have dinner with her!)
That left with fish cage. Somehow, did i tell all of you? He acts and talk just like my godbro. He even look like him! My godbro admitted as well. haha!
So now, all of you get what i mean?
Obviously, I position my godbro higher in my heart than he would.
There was once, i told him i can't meet him anymore.
After two days, i met him, i asked him...
LiLi: Eh, what would u do if that night, i really didn't come to meet you? (Okay, eventually i did come down to meet him)
godbro: what can i do? I can't do anything what. u want me to go to your blk's void deck to wait for u ar. haha
LiLi: -.-" *sigh.. forget about it*
This conversation kept playing again and again in my mind.
I really wonder who am i to him and whether i am any importance as a friend/godsis?
OKAY! LET'S STOP talking about him. The more i talk about my life, the more find it pathetic judging by the number of friends i have.
My mom is having backache yesterday. Wah lao, she was hunching her back and walking around like an old woman.
LiLi: OEI! Go see doctor can? wah lao.. how old only and you are behaving like an old woman!
Mom: I think it's cos of the barley.
LiLi: RIGHT!!..
Mom: erm.. meditation the other night, i actually gave someone my "qi"
LiLi: *wondering what that means but obviously, it's WRONG* WAH LAO EH! You think you are GOD ah!!! you dare do that again, i'm not going to care about you. you better GO SEE THE DOCTOR, hear me?
Mom: nvm. Later i go meditate, i'd feel better.
LiLi: *defeated*
As my dad says, my mom is on the verge of going to the cave to meditate.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
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Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.