The happiest moment ever in my life
I know tt it's been a long time since i last updated. I was seriously mentally and physically condemned in work and simply have nothing to update except, "oh.. i got scolded again.." , "Oh.. that woman was making noise again.." which i just hate repeating the same thing over and over again because it just proves to be so irritating.
19-Nov-07 has proved to be day of luck and miracle for me.
I didn't know such a rebellious & irritating pest like me would get to know such a sweet and caring guy like him.
It may appear fast to all of you but feelings is an abrupt thing.. and i would say it took about a couple of weeks to be developed for us.
I've never seen such a helpful guy ever in my life. It's so rare that someone would buy from the poor and donate each time he passes by one. It's so rare now that someone would help an old lady off the bus. I just simply love his helpfulness and his unselfishness to help ppl.
Ahem.. but dun anyhow help ar..
He'd always ask me what i like about him..
1. Sweetness.. just a simple msg during work asking me how is everything and if i am okay is really enough to make me smile.
2. Thoughtfulness... a bottle of honey when i am sick. Waited for me when i meet kenny knowing that i am unwell.
3. helpfulness... to help ppl who are in need selfessly.
4. Understanding... A guy who would love to meet those who had walked along with me in my life. someone who understand my problems and would always offer a listening ear. (Thought i refuse to offer a talking mouth. oops)
5. The most important factor of all... the feeling is simply dazzling when i'm with him. It just makes all the hard work in the day all worth while.
And to Xiaohsin...
I know you are still reading my blog. I just wanna let you know that it'd been a pleasure to be with you for these full 3 years. You'd been really patient and simply just dote on me.. offering to go wherever i want to go.. cook for me when i requested you to... buy stuffs which you know i like.. you know what is the reason of the break-up and i can reassure you it'd started since our second year. I'm sorry for the weak state i was in for giving up the relationship but i'm really glad it turned out this way. you'd given up all your friends cos of me. I've said this before and i'd say it again.. i'm really sorry for causing you to lose your friends. Now that i see you are enjoying your life and going out with your friends again.. I'm really happy for you. We may not ever contact again but i hope that someday, you'd find your special one and she'd appreciate you for who you are and forgo your weakness. I'm sorry tt i can't accept your flaw. I'm sure some day, someone would.
i wanna end this whole thing gracefully.. if you want to hate me or whatever you want, just go ahead. Because.. it's just going to prove the childish side of you once again..
I'd still like to dedicate that song to you..
I'm wondering if Lilin and Cheryl are still reading my blog though..
I simply just miss my sec and poly school days.
Those care-free, bo chup and playful days are gone..Now.. everybody just care about the impression they are giving the public.. just simply condemning your life and happiness. tsk. HOW CAN?!
Oh yea, i went thailand recently with my grandma, aunt and dad. It was a really wonderful trip. I'll upload my photos soon.
right after i revamp my blog..
finally.. programming comes in handy.
I know tt it's been a long time since i last updated. I was seriously mentally and physically condemned in work and simply have nothing to update except, "oh.. i got scolded again.." , "Oh.. that woman was making noise again.." which i just hate repeating the same thing over and over again because it just proves to be so irritating.
19-Nov-07 has proved to be day of luck and miracle for me.
I didn't know such a rebellious & irritating pest like me would get to know such a sweet and caring guy like him.
It may appear fast to all of you but feelings is an abrupt thing.. and i would say it took about a couple of weeks to be developed for us.
I've never seen such a helpful guy ever in my life. It's so rare that someone would buy from the poor and donate each time he passes by one. It's so rare now that someone would help an old lady off the bus. I just simply love his helpfulness and his unselfishness to help ppl.
Ahem.. but dun anyhow help ar..
He'd always ask me what i like about him..
1. Sweetness.. just a simple msg during work asking me how is everything and if i am okay is really enough to make me smile.
2. Thoughtfulness... a bottle of honey when i am sick. Waited for me when i meet kenny knowing that i am unwell.
3. helpfulness... to help ppl who are in need selfessly.
4. Understanding... A guy who would love to meet those who had walked along with me in my life. someone who understand my problems and would always offer a listening ear. (Thought i refuse to offer a talking mouth. oops)
5. The most important factor of all... the feeling is simply dazzling when i'm with him. It just makes all the hard work in the day all worth while.
And to Xiaohsin...
I know you are still reading my blog. I just wanna let you know that it'd been a pleasure to be with you for these full 3 years. You'd been really patient and simply just dote on me.. offering to go wherever i want to go.. cook for me when i requested you to... buy stuffs which you know i like.. you know what is the reason of the break-up and i can reassure you it'd started since our second year. I'm sorry for the weak state i was in for giving up the relationship but i'm really glad it turned out this way. you'd given up all your friends cos of me. I've said this before and i'd say it again.. i'm really sorry for causing you to lose your friends. Now that i see you are enjoying your life and going out with your friends again.. I'm really happy for you. We may not ever contact again but i hope that someday, you'd find your special one and she'd appreciate you for who you are and forgo your weakness. I'm sorry tt i can't accept your flaw. I'm sure some day, someone would.
i wanna end this whole thing gracefully.. if you want to hate me or whatever you want, just go ahead. Because.. it's just going to prove the childish side of you once again..
I'd still like to dedicate that song to you..
I realized that suddenly.. i felt so friendless lah! haha. Okay, pardon my broken english but then.. i can't find a better way to describe it in a nice way.你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
I'm wondering if Lilin and Cheryl are still reading my blog though..
I simply just miss my sec and poly school days.
Those care-free, bo chup and playful days are gone..Now.. everybody just care about the impression they are giving the public.. just simply condemning your life and happiness. tsk. HOW CAN?!
Oh yea, i went thailand recently with my grandma, aunt and dad. It was a really wonderful trip. I'll upload my photos soon.
right after i revamp my blog..
finally.. programming comes in handy.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
8:06 AM
8:06 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.