ahem ahem! Been a long time since i last blog... So, i shall blog now...
Anyway, yesterday, i went to meet Doris jie jie for lunch! And whoa.. the thai styled fried toufu is REALLY nice... erm, what's the cafetaria called again? And i ate... mee siam!
And jie jie ordered mee soto!
Jie jie: Mei, i wan mee soto.
Me: Huh? what's that?
Jie jie: -.-" Mee soto lah! Noodles!
Me: then what's soto?
Jie jie: I think it's chicken. Duh! You don't know what's mee soto?!
Me: *shook head* don't know..
jia lat.. i don't even know singapore's delicacies. HOW CAN?!
Anyway, the mee siam was a little disgusting because it tastes SALTY... I felt like i'm eating meesua with lots of salt.
We were chatting and all...
and jie jie was saying.. "Can tell loh.."
and i replied, "Tell what?"
Jie jie replied, "You still waiting for miracles.. don't deny."
Me: -.-"
Okay, if any of you knows me well, maybe you'd know what i'm talking about. But i doubt so. =x
And we talked about Mr. Hole Digger. We were laughing like hell over the nick name i gave him. Again, ignore me cos for this, you'd never guess what we were talking about..
Okay, so, anyway, jie jie and i have an outing next thursday!!
tentatively!
And i have singing lessons on friday.
Jie jie is getting SO paranoid..
Jie jie: Eh, next thurs confirm anot?!
Me: ya.. confirm lah..
after 5min...
Jie jie: Eh, really ah. confirm ah? Dun fly aeroplane leh
Me: yes yes... -.-"
before entering MOE's lift..
Jie jie: Eh... really ah?
Me: HELLO! Can you stop being so naggy like an auntie anot?!
Jie jie: -.-"
SERIOUS LEH! like auntie like that! And at an estimation, she asked like approximately 6 times in one hour! AIYOH!!! As if the more she ask, the probability of us meeting is higher like that. Confirm means confirm liao.. still keep being so naggy! -.-"
ok, so after that.. i went for a interview as a sales executive at china town's mosque st. Oh man.. the director is SO CUTE!! =x SO CHARMING!!! aaahhh!!! I wonder if he's attached. No wait.. i am. but he's SERIOUSLY charming.. i'm NOT KIDDING.. he's HANDSOME + Charming. and he shook hands with me!!!! oh shit. why am i acting like that.. i'm not suppose to be getting excited and all. ahem..
now now, children... he's just a man..
okay.. where was i..
oh yea, went interview. But not going to take it up so, end of story.
After that, i sat somewhere and play psp then, made my way to tanjong pagar.. i was suppose to be there by 4pm.. and i left chinatown at 325.. and when i looked at the MRT map.. i was like, "Erm.. two stops away only.." and you know what i did? I took the purple line path, and travel to harbourfront and back again to outram before alighting. But realized.. actually.. it does not make much of a difference. And my feet was in pain because i was wearing the same old brand new heels. (new as in, literally new. Old as in, it's the same design heels. Totally the same. Don't ask why.)
Okay, so after i alighted the train, stella called.
Stella: Dear! Where are you!
Me: tanjong pagar mrt
Stella: Huh?! So fast ah!!
Me: *look at the time* huh? 350 le leh!
Stella: ok ok! wait wait! i call you later.
I then went up the escalator and went into the toilet.
Stella: dear! Where are you le?
Me: still at tanjong pagar mrt.. *made my way down the escalator*
Stella: ok ok, you go up the escalator on your right...
Me: *in the middle of the escalator* -.-"" can't you say so earlier?
Stella: eh? -.-"
Me: *went up the escalator again* eh, miss, i dun wanna play escalator leh...
Stella: eh eh. den you STAND THERE and DON'T MOVE okay?
Me: ok ok
stella: And dun breathe. bye bye.*hung up*
Me: *stunt* -.-"
After a while..
Me: *went down escalator to cheers to choose sweets*
handphone rang...
Stella: EH DEAR! I ASKED YOU NOT TO MOVE RIGHT!!
Me: eh? oops! Sorry sorry! *ran out from cheers and go up the escalator*
stella: no lah, i haven't reach yet.
Me: -.-" WEI! I'M BUYING SWEET LEH!
Stella: Where? mama shop?
Me: *upon arriving on the second floor, noticed mama shop* erm.. ya ya.. wait hor. *look at the sweets...*
Stella: Eh, buy mentos, dun choose liao.
Me: Dun want lah.
Stella:mentos
Me: hmm...
Stella: Can you just BUY the sweet and come up?!
Me: ok ok! *paid the man*i'm coming up le..
Stella: ok.. eh, you stay there to pay so long, the indian man very handsome is it
Me: -.-"
Stella is STILL the same.. ignoring the fact that she've grown shorter..
so we made our way to her company for my interview.
Then stella was saying.. "Eh, i introduce you to a handsome guy.."
Me: I don't trust your taste.. your taste as usual, cannot make it..
Stella: EH! Why you like that say me!
and i was right..
she intro me to a china guy at his 30s..
and stella went over to the table and picked up a cup of hot chocolate, and she began sipping it.
Me: wei, why you anyhow take ppl's cup to drink ah.. no manners
Stella: EH!!! HE treat me one!!
hahaha!
Okay, so anyway, we had lots of fun. i went for interview and then, i sat at her desk while she worked as she had not finished her work yet.. and then, we went for sakae sushi!!!
We shared sashimi, cheese miso udon (i ate it), cha soba (She ate it), hotate and lots more.. and we'd hell lots of laughters and all.. it was really fun and it reminded me of the old times!
Alright, i've to leave the house now.. oh god.. it's raining. -.-"
Someone.. stop the rain
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10:40 AM
Okay, this is the perfect song. I FOUND IT! YES!IF I LET YOU GO - WESTLIFEDay after day Time pass away And I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows I hide it inside I keep on searching But I can't find The courage to show To letting you know I've never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me (Oh yeah) How will I know If I let you go Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away There's no one like you (no one like you) To speak to my heart (speak to my heart) It's such a shame We're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta chose And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me (Oh yeah) How will I know If I let you go Once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me (Oh yeah) How will I know If I let you go But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me (Oh yeah) How will I know If I let you go
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
10:25 AM
I love this song too! It's like so true.. except the lies part. Baby set me free from this misery I can't take it no more Since you went away nothing's been the same Don't know what I'm living for Here I am so alone And there's nothing in this world I can do Until you're back here baby Miss you want you need you so Until you're back here baby yeah There's a feeling inside I want you to know You are the one and I can't let you go So I told you lies even made you cry Baby I was so wrong Girl I promise you now my love is true This is where my heart belongs Cos here I am so alone And there's nothing in this world I can do And I wonder, are you thinking of me Cos I'm thinking of you And I wonder Are you ever coming back in my life? Cos here I am so alone And there's nothing in this world I can do
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
10:15 AM
I love this song.. just describes so much.. draw your own conclusion. =DWhat am I supposed to do With all these blues Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow I cant let go When will this night be over I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by Phantom ships, lost at sea And one of them is mine Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky I wonder why The stars dont seem to guide me I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me The ghost of you and me When will it set me free I hear the voices call Following footsteps down the hall Trying to save whats left of my heart and soul Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow I cant let go When will this night be over I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
10:12 AM
someone, enlighten me.
I went back to Canon yesterday to visit Mother Hanum and Uncle Sunny. I bluffed baby that I was at Sunshine place (A place in my area) ... Seriously.. It's pretty dangerous to be in Canon without getting discovered.
I was talking to Uncle Sunny when i saw someone familiar walking in the mail room.
Me: Shit..
ZD: I thought you are at Sunshine?
Me: ya lah. Sunshine loh. I'm talking to Uncle Sunny. Sunshine.
ZD: -.-" right. You bluff me ah!
Me: Eh! Dun have! Correct what!
So anyway, ZD went back to work and i sat there chatting with Mother Hanum, Uncle Sunny and one of the AD. (Let's just call him AD)
casually... i picked a topic that all of you are familiar with...
Me: Eh, AD, i ask you ah.. why does men look at women?
AD: wah! What kinda question is this? Ok ok.
Mother Hanum: Alamak. AD going to say stuffs about nature. tsk tsk
AD: ok. see ah. Nature give men a pair of eyes. And what are the eyes for? It is to appreciate finer things in life. The main thing is to, appreciate. Therefore, we appreciate women. Looking is appreciating. Nothing more to it than that.
Me: Ok, which part of women is the finer things in life then?
AD: Wah! You post trick question ah? very smart hor?
Me: *grins*
AD: Ok... different people have different point of views. For example, some look at the face. Some look at the legs. Some look at the chest. Some look at the bums. Depends on individual.
Me: really? ohh... what is so FINE about the chest and bums then?
AD: -.-" this girl ah... ok. men are curious. They like to look at things which they do not have. and naturally, men, we don't have breasts, right? So some of them, will appreciate the chest.
Me: Ok.. so women do not have that special part that men possess.. why don't we look then?
AD: eh! Women look at men ok! But just that women just glance and all, but men really appreciates.
Me: Yes, we women glance because we do not wish for the men to get the wrong idea! But seems like men don't mind that people think of them as perverts. In any case, what if, the case is that you are with your gf/wife?
AD: Look lah! With them then cannot look meh? I don't have such problems with my wife leh.
Mother Hanum: Eh! you know why anot! Because, your wife have self confidence and everything. She knows you look but you'll still come back. But for us is different you know. We feel insecure when our bf/husbands look. What if let say, the woman you look, coincidently, is prettier than us, better figure than us, we'd feel demoralize you know!
Me: Yes, precisely! And you know what? It is a form of RESPECT that you don't look at other women when you are with your gf/wife you know? If you look at other women while you are with your wife/gf, you are not respecting her because you are indirectly showing her that you are more interested in other women who just happen to walk pass than her.
AD: Yes. what you say is true. It is a form of respect. well said.
Me: What is even worse is that your eyes follow the woman as she walk pass.
AD: No lah! Don't look until like that lah! alamak! That one too much already!
Me: Well.. some guys are perverts.
Mother Hanum: And you know, eh, AD, for example ah, ah ger (me) and I go out. we are friends lah. We go out.. and you as a man, look at us while you are with your gf. you know what we' say anot? We will say, "Eh, have gf already still look at us... tsk tsk."
AD: huh! really ah!
Me: TRUE! VERY TRUE! I agree! Even if i'm not with my friend, a guy with his gf just walk pass me and the guy look at me, i just feel disgusted and i seriously pity the girl.
AD: what if i'm alone leh?
Me: We'd assume you are single but then again, guys with ample self confidence don't go staring at girls. you just glance, and THAT'S IT. why must keep looking?! can't you look at girls the same way as you look at guys?
AD: Ok lah. but i think that what you said is true. A form of respect. I learn something new.
Me: And i don't even know what is SO good about looking at girls when firstly, people would view you at tiko pek A.K.A Desperates and secondly, your gf/wife feels inferior of herself. what's so good about it? If you tell me you can't control, it's bullshit. the pair of eyes is yours, if you can't control, who can? What is so hard to pay attention to the one beside you and don't look lah! You think we females don't look at guys? You are wrong. We do. But we never do it in front of our bf/husband you know. If you men want trust, fine, give us something to trust. If not, don't demand trust and security.
Mother hanum: true true. very true. You know ah, AD, I'd feel that if my husband look at other females and he knows i don't like it, he is jeopardizing our relationship for the sake of other women. not good you know.
Me: And i seriously don't understand why men must fantasize. Especially men with gf/wife. men don't feel guilty meh? I mean, women.. we.. we do fantasize like what if this guy is our bf and everything. But at the beginning of the fantasy, we stopped everything because for me lah, I'd feel guilty because I have my bf, why should i fantasize? the only thing i fantasize now is my first date with ZD, end of story. I don't go fantasizing about other guys anymore. And, pls, even if it's in the past, the guys i fantasize about have their clothes on, not like men who fantasize... you men, have the real gf/wife beside you, WHY GO FANTASIZE?! I don't get it!
AD: hahaha! True...
Me: And i can tell you, even if i'm out wif my friends, i do look around and sometimes, i saw hunks and really good looking guys... I'd look, yes. But not so obvious lah...but what my mind thinks is that, "Ok, he is good looking.. but that doesn't mean he has a good personality. I bet ZD is better than him." End of story. better than you guys, who go to fantasize. goodness.
Mother Hanum: TRUE! Agreed!
So as you can see, the conversation was for me to relief stress. No, i'm not saying that i'm talking about ZD but it's just some experiences i have and read about.
something for you MEN to think about.
If you think you can enlighten me, GO AHEAD and try.
Enlighten-LiLi-Email: LLL_77@hotmail.com
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
8:30 AM
I found this Cancer Report which was in my drafts (email). It's darn accurate that it's kinda scaring me. General Personality
Born under the sign of Cancer, you are emotional by nature and quite sensitive, but
this is covered by a hard and tough exterior, your own protective shell. You aren't
very aggressive, but if you or those close to you are challenged, your self-defensive
system comes into play at once. The family unit is of prime importance to you, and
you are naturally protective toward all members of it. You tend to be sentimental and
very nostalgic, and have excellent imagination. You tend to worry too much, and fear
the abrasions and stresses found in competitive enterprises. Being averse to the
responsibility for taking action, you tend to withdraw rather than make decisions.
Learn to think for yourself, and avoid looking for family approval in your actions.
Your immediate reactions to situations will not be overly emotional, but rather more
rational and logical in nature. This can be a good trait, but you may lack real depth
of feeling, or appear to do so. It could seem as if you lack real interest in and
concern for other people. Maybe you need to make a conscious effort to get involved
in other people's projects and to listen to what they have to say. You eagerly ask
questions of yourself and others, but you must not fail to gain answers as well. A
feeling of restlessness and a need for constant change might become a problem for
you or those around you.
You have an abundance of energy, and are able to work very hard when interested in
something. You have the knack for inspiring others to do things as well, and would
be an excellent team leader. Young people can relate well to you because there is an
element of youthfulness in your temperament, but you are inclined to take risks,
which could be costly.
You might not be terribly good at coping with details, but your grasp of an overall
plan will be terrific. You have considerable breadth of vision, and a fiery
enthusiasm that you usually manage to maintain until the end of a project. You are
basically optimistic and positive in outlook, and enjoy challenge, as well as taking
adventurous risks. If anyone says 'You can't do this!', you will probably defy them
to stop you!
You are deeply involved in trying to understand all things, and don't think that any
problems are unresolvable if you are sufficiently informed. Your greatest worry
should be that you may stop asking questions, implying that you know everything that
is essential. Alternating moods of optimism and pessimism will occur, sometimes to
the point that you will feel ecstatically happy about one aspect of life, but
desperately coiserable over another. Use your practical common sense to counteract
this.
Mentality & Communication
You have lot of imagination, and most probably a superb memory, but you can be a bit
biased in your opinions, because your emotions often interfere with your ability to
make logical appraisals. It is very likely that you are somewhat sentimental and look
back to the 'good old days' (even if you are still young!) with nostalgia. A certain
shyness in your temperament makes you feel uncomfortable whenever you have to speak
to a group of people. You have a lot to say, but you lack emotional defences against
those who might disagree with you, so you tend to withdraw and sulk when verbally
attacked.Your imagination often gets in the way of logical thinking, and this can
make you somewhat absentminded. Reluctant to accept responsibility, you have
tendencies toward escapism - your advancement may be impeded by a tendency to dream
and scheme a little too much. You don't handle competition very well. You have a
sensitivity to the thoughts and motivations of others, but sometimes you are so
easily influenced that you are deceived - your imagination can play tricks on you.
You also have the ability to see through the surface of things, and get to the roots
of an issue in a mental sense - you can grasp the most elusive and obscure subjects.
You have good powers of concentration, and an easy understanding of logic and cause
and effect. When your interest is caught, you will not stop until you have penetrated
the matter fully. Naturally a little suspicious, you are not easily fooled by people
scheming against you.
Social & Interpersonal Relations
You have a high level of emotion, and a strong need to express love. You also have
the ability to tune in to your partner's real needs and feelings, and are willing to
make great sacrifices for them. Being a dreamer who dwell on romantic imaginings,
you may postpone taking a partner because you are waiting for the perfect individual
to come along. You tend to worry over your partners and your close family, and you
hate to be excluded from any situation your lover might be involved with. You can
wear out your welcome unless you let those close to you do things without asking your
permission first.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
8:59 AM
This restaurant is at Vivo City and sad to say, I forgot what's the restaurant's name! But it's some sort like a bar and it's at the 1st floor...
Sausage and Potato Salad 
Bro: Put the sausage closer to you!
Me: Close liao! wah lao, you want it to be how close!
Bro: li, faster! You look stupid if the sausage is so far from you!
Me: I only look stupid if i look like i'm kissing the sausage!

I always say this when we take a picture of our parents...
"Your mom looks like she happens to sit beside your dad."

Bro is so proud of his madonna CD and I am sooo proud of my horoscope book i bought from Page One. Bought three books (One of which is Gilbert bro's) and at the cost of 2 books.

Dian Xiao er! At last! The long awaited dinner here!

Me with the Wintermelon soup. Damn nice + shiok + fabulous + you get the idea

The famous ducks in Dian Xiao Er.. hmm... Personally, i don't eat ducks but this one is good.

This is pig i think... whoa.. and i tell you...
Me: *took one bite*... -.-" *put it in dad's plate*
dad: Eh! why?!
Me: disgusting...
Bro: It's nice what...
Me: It tastes like the pig had not bathed for 50 years and it tastes like the armpit of the pig's.
Mom: *Don't believe and took one bite* ... then... *frowned* (frown indicates not nice*
Me: The pig.. has a pig smell...
Dad: Cos it's a pig..
Me: ya.. but it still taste and smell like a pig. it's disgusting.

No. The pose is not DONE on purpose. I wasn't SUPPOSE to look like that.

Mom and bro's infamous smile.

My beloved dad and I

Me with the dishes..

Me: Wah lao.. why so many peas and all... tsk.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
7:54 AM
There are some sayings of those dumb guys out there which are SIMPLY ridiculous. RIDICULOUS! especially those in a relationship. Seriously, they ought to be brain-washed! This are what I've heard the guys said so far and what I'd experienced.
1. Guys should pay all the meals and everything. It's a "guy" thing.
--> You know what. And the next thing you know, they'll go telling you that they can't meet you or come up with lame excuses that their pet, lizard died or something because they can't pay for your meal. PUHLLEESSEE!! Especially those students ah... please lah! How old are you only! Expecting you to pay for your gf's meal everyday is like too much isn't it. And then they next thing you know, they'd say, "If you can't afford a gf, dun have a gf". great. now we become your new found pet to replace your "lizard". I don't think we have a sign hanging on our neck that says, "Feed me or leave" isn't it.
2. Guys can go home later than girls.
--> And they'll say, "It's not safe for you to go home late, i'd worry." yeah. and the next thing you know, they are hanging out with their friends at some kopitiam till midnight while you are at home like a baby after being tucked to bed. "So now the baby is asleep, the bf can go and play." And what is it about "not safe for you" excuse? You know what. I realized it's in the trend now to use this to their gfs. If you guys can go home to SLEEP like you ASKED your gf to, Singapore will AUTOMATICALLY be a SAFE PLACE, GET IT?! if not, DON'T DEMAND for us to go home early! Grow up or grow tits.
3. It's normal for men to look at women but if women look at men, they're deemed as Tiko-hmm (pervertic Aunties)
--> Look at my previous post. I think i typed alot about that. You know what. guys are just lucky their penis aren't grown on their faces or somewhere visible. If you guys dun give your gf security and confidence, pls, grow a penis on your face and pls stop giving shit about, "Be more confident of yourself. you are beautiful." It's ridiculous. It's simply ridiculous! YOU LOOK MEANS YOU ARE INTERESTED IN OTHER OPTIONS. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN OTHER LADIES AS AN OPTION, MEANS YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR CURRENT GIRLFRIEND. IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR CURRENT GF, MEANS STOP SAYING YOU LOVE HER COS IT'S BULLSHIT! Give me one GOOD reason why guys have to look at girls other than the "i can't control my eyes". what you gain? IT'S DISGUSTING!!!! PERVERT pervert PERVERT! when your gf stops looking at you when both of you take a stroll or out shopping, you know what it means? Either she's totally not interested in you or she's TIRED of catching you look at other women.
4. Guys can go clubbing while women should hang out at the restaurant or better still, in bed.
--> Another one of the "safe" thing. guys go clubbing to look at women. If you yourself look at women, don't expect your gf not to be looked at because it's GUYS like you who are pervert that makes the whole world unsafe. What goes around comes around.
5. Guys can sleep around cos it's only "men" to do so. women who does that are sluts.
--> Seriously... this is what i've heard so far. you'd always hear gossips about, "That girl is a bitch, she sleeps around." But you don't hear, "The guy sleeps around, he's a bastard." Instead, you just hear, "That guy sleeps around... he must be really experienced and really cool + good looking to've girls falling at his feets like that." for goodness sake... guys who sleeps around... should have their penis either castrated or you know, just fixed it in a test tube or something. It protects us girls. And, stop with that sweet talking to get them to bed. It's like so ancient... *roll eyes*
I shall stop now and continue the next time.
wow. look at the time. 1050pm.
Proud to be awake.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
10:27 PM