My Life. My Diary.

Thank you!!

Thank you so much for your encouragements and faith in me! I love all of you!!

These are the people who stood by me through tough times and gave me encouragements when i lose my confidence, cheer me up when i am down, give me advices and listen to my whinings when i am troubled and love me for who i am.

Thank you dear, for all your encouragements and for standing by me no matter what. All your laughter, jokes etc and brightening up my day. ^_^ Once dears, always dears. Our dearship had became stronger and i believe, it'd be stronger in time to come.

Thank you Buddy, for meeting me whenever i am down and for smiling with me when i feel happy as well.. celebrating with me when i feel happy, being by my side when i cry like hell... Like always, you are a very good listener.

Thank you Alex, for your faith and encouragements. For staying up with me when I need to complete my assignment. Helping me and giving me advices.

Thank you Doris Jie Jie for being with me whenever i need a listening ear, for giving me advices... though you always fly me aeroplane.. sighhhhhhh. when are we meeting!!! Our drinking session is like postpone from don't know how many months back.

And to CLEMENT!!! I don't have our pictures lah. =( sigh... Thank you for hearing me whine as well, being with me, talking about life, happiness, sadness etc. =D

And to someone who is buried months back in one's heart... Someone who motivates me, loved me, encouraged me to become who i am now.. He'd never allowed me to cry and be sad.. and would always embrace me in his arms whenever i feel upset.. appreciates little things i possess and do that nobody does at that point of time, made me realize my strength and confidence... just his presence comforts my heart, protecting me physically and emotionally.. Hates to see me cry.. get crazy with me when i'm in a crazy mood, laugh with me when i'm happy, love me for who i am, a sincere and a smile that signifies "everytime will be alright" when I'm troubled..

Though he'd never be back again but.. he'd made me stronger... emotionally, mentally, physically..

Thank you for your love before..

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

8:40 AM

Cherish

Life is so unpredictable.

Can't concentrate on my studies. Really misses LW. How could this be happened?

Life is short.

Cherish the people around you..

You'd never know when they'd leave for good

Imagine if one day all of you found out I contracted some terminal illness and die from it.

When things happen, it happens fast.

For all you know, I'd die in a car accident an hour later after blogging this.

Bottom line is..

Cherish whoever you have.

Cherish them and all the moments together like it's always the last moments together.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

8:03 AM

Goodbye...

You lied to me.

You said that you'd meet up with me and tell me face-to-face what was wrong.

How can you leave without meeting up with me!!!

I'm angry! You are as usual that irritating fella.

And you said you'd be my prince charming on my birthday.

You'd be greatly miss by me...

Nothing can replace the moments and times we had in class. Anson, you and I are the unbeatable team.

I miss disturbing you. I always wrote that in your testimonial. And I STILL miss disturbing you.

I remember the times you'd always sleep beside me, tickle me, pat me on my head etc. You'd always argue with me saying that the facilitator have a thing for me and that's why i got better grades. You'd always quarrel to get the better slides in our power point slides. And i always remember your sincere smile!! And you'd not even send me the picture we took together in class. Sigh.

Really pains my heart to even have the thought of not seeing you again.

I'm sure someone up there will take good care of you.

We'll see each other in our next lives.

Just make sure you don't be that irritating anymore.

No wonder.. when Marco and Clement began calling me at the same time...

I knew something was wrong...

Sigh..

Sailor Mars ah...

*Sob*

You.. are the first one that make me cry in the restaurant even though you are not my boyfriend sia...

Really miss the times we had.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

9:42 PM

远远在一起

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xk3WLTmbQ5s

多一秒世界就会被淹没
你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱找
离开你变得渺小的自我
很想从此就卑微的渡过
失去真爱
只剩快乐残骸
已感觉不到任何的存在
还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
同样的天空下总会有你
站在时间面前没法撤退
我们像两颗告别的尘灰
记得拥抱时天地有多美
记得没有谁能将这摧毁
寻觅真爱
跌进人山人海
才发现没有线索可倚赖
不管我们之间什么距离
就算不能够再靠近
就算在不同国度里
有你

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

8:04 AM

Take care of your health

I've came to realized how important health is and once it is gone, it is gone.

So people, take good care of your health and go for check up okay.

You wouldn't know what is going inside you till you check it out.

Some illness does not have any obvious symptoms.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

6:46 AM

Thoughts of my own

I learnt something today..

"Believe in only what you want to believe in."

If we get influenced easily and do what others tells us to do, then.. in time to come, you'd realized that you are not yourself anymore which results in losing confidence in yourself.

Never live in other people's expectation because expectations are never-ending.

If we live in other people's expectation, we live to become what other people wants us to be but not who we really are.

Everyone have flaws but it comes to improving and accepting who you are because that's what makes you special.

Treat people the way you want to be treated because you'd never know, in time to come, people would treat you the way you had treated people.

If you do not like to be treated like this, then don't do it to others.

That's what i learnt today and i wish to share it with all of you.

P.S. has got nothing to do with me. Just a thought of my own after listening to my friend's story.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

12:46 AM

Saturday

I was in Funan with Fish cage looking at laptops.

I was chatting happily with the salesman and all.

After which, we walked out. I was telling Fish cage, "I don't involve in flirting or whatsoever."

Fish cage: Really? Then what were you doing just now?
Me: Huh? looking for laptop loh
Fish cage: NO! You were flirting loh!
Me: EHHH!! WHERE HAVE!
Fish cage: To you, you are just being friendly. To people, you are flirting
Me: -.-" I was just joking around ah.
Fish Cage: Now i understand why so many guys like you.
Me: Eh! You don't anyhow accuse me okay! I don't have flirt hor.

Fish cage loves reminding me the time we got 50% off for the food because he claims i flirted with the cashier guy. Seriously... Don't understand what is going on in his mind

And he was also saying, "You are very easy to go after one loh! Just buy flowers and be very caring to you, then you'd be with that guy liao."

I got SO PISSED OFF.. that i shoot him back..

"那个追不到我的，你没有资格说。"

Okay, sounds bad but I DON'T CARE! How dare he make me sound like such an easy person!

I'm worth more than flowers and care okay!

Plus one more diamond then i'd consider. =x

haha! No lah! wah lao, do i seem like such a materialistic person?!

Last night i was super high. Made a fool out of myself in public and Fish cage was enjoying it.

I was singing out loud in public with the songs in my hand-phone in Clarke Quay where the lantern festival is held.

Imagine how many people there are.

But i couldn't be bothered.

Anyway, after that, Fish cage took 190 with me to CCK. So sweet of him!! =D

But for ACCUSING me of flirting, i pasted a sticker (i made two donations and we have stickers) at his back before alighting the bus. HAHAHAHA!!

he deserves it.

I think up till now, he still don't know.

OH YA! I want to complain! A stupid malay fellow BUMPED INTO ME!!

He is lucky he walked away fast. The impact was so big that my whole body was jerked to the other side.

I almost wanted to shout at him.

STUPID MALAY GUY.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

10:28 AM

Happy raining day

Got caught in the rain.

Shivered in the bus.

Ran in the rain back home again.

I had bird nest for dinner. That's because it's given by someone else.

It was disgusting because of the taste of ginseng

I was grumblings and dad said, "It cost 70 dollars okay, miss."

Me: Oops. Sorry. I'm suppose to gulp it down with a happy face.

Mother went China.

I put my life on a bet that she'd sure get cheat of her money... again.

The bruise from drawing of my blood is still there.

I wonder when is it going to fade.

And i've two other bruises on my legs.

Tripped over the drawer of my bed in the dark and fell down.

Lucky.

The bruises aren't on my face.

Having a headache now.

TIme to sleep.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

11:17 PM

Some thoughts of my own.

Whenever you are feeling down
Just hold my hand and I'll see it through with you
Just like before
Just like always

We may be distance apart
But if we feel the way we do
Nothing can stop us but ourselves
Darling, it is true

Just believe in love
Just believe the love in us

Remember every first times we had
It seems just like yesterday
that i first held your hands
that we kiss each other goodnight
Sitting by the beach with all the small talks
The first and last dance we had together

All of the memories resides in us
but if one day
we do not feel the way we do before
Please don't be sad
Because true love had touched upon us
And a moment like this is irreplaceable

But baby one thing for sure
No one can touch my heart the way you do.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

8:43 AM

Here i am - Air Supply

Bought Air Supply CD and i fell in love with this song!!

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So theres no sense pretending
My heart its not mending

(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without

On my own Ive tried to make the best of it alone
Ive done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just cant live without you
I miss everything about you

(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without
Go on without
Its just no good without you

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

8:39 AM