I'm running out of cash!
I don't even know where my cash gone to! I didn't buy any clothes or shoes.. that's weird.
I need to get a life.
I feel old.
Aw man.. and I'm only 21.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
7:59 AM
7:59 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008
Getting tired, getting old
Feeling darn sleepy recently. I must have stepped on dog shit or something. My whole week was freaking suay. I got lectured twice in a week and have to do shitty jobs.
I'm running out of cash!
I don't even know where my cash gone to! I didn't buy any clothes or shoes.. that's weird.
I need to get a life.
I feel old.
Aw man.. and I'm only 21.
I'm running out of cash!
I don't even know where my cash gone to! I didn't buy any clothes or shoes.. that's weird.
I need to get a life.
I feel old.
Aw man.. and I'm only 21.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Tired
It's 3.17am in the morning. I woke up at 2.15am to finish up my presentation slides for the presentation today. Feeling lethargic but I've no choice! I'm still 4 hours away from going to work.
Heard a lot at work but it doesn't scares me. Probably because I don't plan to stay there for long. To me, it's just a small stepping stone for me to get better jobs. Political issues. Women.. scary.
I've to write up an essay for my presentation. WHY?! Why are they so TROUBLESOME? 500 words. See, set limit again. I'm CONFIRM going to go over the limit and going to spend half the time deleting words.
Each time i thought of you...
I'd have a heavy feeling in my heart.
Probably because... you are one biggest regret that I ever had.
Heard a lot at work but it doesn't scares me. Probably because I don't plan to stay there for long. To me, it's just a small stepping stone for me to get better jobs. Political issues. Women.. scary.
I've to write up an essay for my presentation. WHY?! Why are they so TROUBLESOME? 500 words. See, set limit again. I'm CONFIRM going to go over the limit and going to spend half the time deleting words.
Each time i thought of you...
I'd have a heavy feeling in my heart.
Probably because... you are one biggest regret that I ever had.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
3:17 AM
3:17 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
New Job: Marketing Officer
Just reached home from work feeling lethargic.
But overall, it was a challenging day! Went for workshop and had discussion with my manager. Marketing officer... challenging but I'll by all means cope with it! Especially with people supporting me, I won't let all of you down! =D
And I would like to thank my darling for being such a darling! =x oops. Shall not go into details but the conclusion is, he's super sweet to me! (Finally) ahem
And buddy who came down specially to Jurong to dine with me after work! Thank you, buddy! =D
My company is at Toh Guan Road East. Quite secluded though. And quite a number of engineers. The moment of arrival at my building, i saw a lot of guys flooding the whole floor outside my office.
And yes, people, my friend had this online shop which have gorgeous clothes and bags! Oh my god! Look at those bags! *drool* I'm so going to buy it!
website: http://shopaholicbabes.blogspot.com
So go and take a look okay? No harm just surfing through it. I can feel the magnetic fields again. Shucks. Someone, help me. I've turned into a compulsive shopaholic.
I can't help BUYING!
Buying is the not the problem.
The problem is MONEY!
Oh heck. Isn't that everyone's problem?
Anyway, i'll keep all of you updated.
Meanwhile, please don't click on other links other than the talk and stories. I'd not update the other links. No time.
Feeling sleepy.. and it's only 1opm. So not me.
But i'm still going to sleep.
Night, people!
But overall, it was a challenging day! Went for workshop and had discussion with my manager. Marketing officer... challenging but I'll by all means cope with it! Especially with people supporting me, I won't let all of you down! =D
And I would like to thank my darling for being such a darling! =x oops. Shall not go into details but the conclusion is, he's super sweet to me! (Finally) ahem
And buddy who came down specially to Jurong to dine with me after work! Thank you, buddy! =D
My company is at Toh Guan Road East. Quite secluded though. And quite a number of engineers. The moment of arrival at my building, i saw a lot of guys flooding the whole floor outside my office.
And yes, people, my friend had this online shop which have gorgeous clothes and bags! Oh my god! Look at those bags! *drool* I'm so going to buy it!
website: http://shopaholicbabes.blogspot.com
So go and take a look okay? No harm just surfing through it. I can feel the magnetic fields again. Shucks. Someone, help me. I've turned into a compulsive shopaholic.
I can't help BUYING!
Buying is the not the problem.
The problem is MONEY!
Oh heck. Isn't that everyone's problem?
Anyway, i'll keep all of you updated.
Meanwhile, please don't click on other links other than the talk and stories. I'd not update the other links. No time.
Feeling sleepy.. and it's only 1opm. So not me.
But i'm still going to sleep.
Night, people!
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
9:37 PM
9:37 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I'm still working on the blogskin. Patience is a virtue, people.
Wait and be patient.
Oh yes, I'm starting my new job on Tuesday! Ain't that great? That means I've no time and more money! I wonder if i should be happy. What's the use of so much money if I've no time to spend it? But my basic is darn low as I'd be under probation period for 3 months before increment in $200-$300. But it's okay. Anything is better than my current cash flow!
Let me think, where i went yesterday?
Oh yes. Went to Tanah Merah's Temple to pray then went to my uncle's wake.
Couldn't help crying (though i hope no one sees it)
Life is short and unpredictable.
Therefore, cherish whoever you have with you before he/she'd be gone the next second you know it. Anything can happen the next second. I might be typing happily now but who knows whether I'd die when i step out of the house later.
I was in a seriously bad mood last night. Luckily, my bf and buddy accompanied me to the wake. =) Arigato! Thank you! You've no idea how much it meant to me! Then darling was seriously... sigh.. hopeless... his sense of direction seriously cannot make it. I was half dead from hunger and he was busy getting lost. But nevertheless.. oh ya.. why was i feeling sulky?.. I'm not sure either. Guess kinda affected at the wake.
I only have one day left to enjoy.. sob.. before work commence...
I've no time for anything else anymore... I've to study and work... oh no...
*cries*
Wait and be patient.
Oh yes, I'm starting my new job on Tuesday! Ain't that great? That means I've no time and more money! I wonder if i should be happy. What's the use of so much money if I've no time to spend it? But my basic is darn low as I'd be under probation period for 3 months before increment in $200-$300. But it's okay. Anything is better than my current cash flow!
Let me think, where i went yesterday?
Oh yes. Went to Tanah Merah's Temple to pray then went to my uncle's wake.
Couldn't help crying (though i hope no one sees it)
Life is short and unpredictable.
Therefore, cherish whoever you have with you before he/she'd be gone the next second you know it. Anything can happen the next second. I might be typing happily now but who knows whether I'd die when i step out of the house later.
I was in a seriously bad mood last night. Luckily, my bf and buddy accompanied me to the wake. =) Arigato! Thank you! You've no idea how much it meant to me! Then darling was seriously... sigh.. hopeless... his sense of direction seriously cannot make it. I was half dead from hunger and he was busy getting lost. But nevertheless.. oh ya.. why was i feeling sulky?.. I'm not sure either. Guess kinda affected at the wake.
I only have one day left to enjoy.. sob.. before work commence...
I've no time for anything else anymore... I've to study and work... oh no...
*cries*
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
1:21 PM
1:21 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
And I'm sooooo going to change my blogskin soon.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:42 PM
12:42 PM
Finished my assignment AT LAST!
I spent 1/4 of my time typing out the analysis and 3/4 of my time deleting additional words to stay within the word limitation which is 2000. I typed about... 3000? =x
Someone said I'm one of a kind. oops. Don't know which idiot created word limitation.
I want to be a social escort! I wonder how it feels like.
Suddenly, i lose all interest of Psychology. Should have taken up human resource or mass communications. Shucks. *sob* Someone... help me. I'm stuck in the course for 2 and a half years. Can you believe it that for each sentence of an article, I've to check the dictionary for like 3 times? Imagine there are 500 sentences in each article. *faint*
And i wish my family will stop pestering me to go acupuncture! What's with needles poking into my back!? It's not about the pain, it's about the NEEDLES! I will DIE if one single tiny needle poke into me. I'll faint on the spot.
Suddenly, i feel so incoherent. All my thoughts are jumbled up. I wonder if this is a sign of a mental illness.
I can't imagine having to go Australia to study after this course. As if dying in Singapore is not sufficient... i still have to go Australia to die one more time. I wonder if that makes me a cat who have nine lives.
I still have so many things left undone! There's so much things to be done and accomplished but yet I've no time and money!
I still want to continue my singing and acting classes, work as marketing executive, study the stupid course, volunteer and i need time for my friends and family! HOW!!! I'm short of TIME!
Suddenly i feel that I've no time for ANYTHING!
I still have so many books left unread! So many things to explore! So many places to go to!
I want to go beach, gym, night safari, shopping, SO MANY PLACES TO GO!
Wild Wild Wet! Yippee!! Next stop for buddy and I... WILD WILD WET! =D
Christmas Presents... can each of you buy one book of true crimes for me? =x I'd be DELIGHTED!! Best if it's with regards to Charles Manson, Jack the Ripper (Though i already have one of the book) blah blah blah... OH YES!! I TELL ALL OF YOU! I saw one of the book at Page One that compiles ALL THE NEWS and TONS OF PICTURES of ALL THE SERIAL KILLERS! OH MY GOD! I'll WORSHIP THE BOOK IF I CAN HAVE IT! I'll put up an altar just for it! AAAHH!! But it's darn expensive. It cost like 50 - 6o dollars? *sigh*
I hope it'd still be available after i start work and get my first pay.
I want to buy LOTS OF CLOTHES! I saw a couple of tops at G2000, DARN BEAUTIFUL! I want it!!! I had to force myself out of the retail shop. When i was stepping out of the shop, i could feel the tops chanting to me, "Don't go, buy me buy me." and i could have swore i sense some sort of magnetic devices drawing me back to the shop! Can all of you FEEL what I'm feeling?!
Shit.
Someone up there, drop money to me please.
I spent 1/4 of my time typing out the analysis and 3/4 of my time deleting additional words to stay within the word limitation which is 2000. I typed about... 3000? =x
Someone said I'm one of a kind. oops. Don't know which idiot created word limitation.
I want to be a social escort! I wonder how it feels like.
Suddenly, i lose all interest of Psychology. Should have taken up human resource or mass communications. Shucks. *sob* Someone... help me. I'm stuck in the course for 2 and a half years. Can you believe it that for each sentence of an article, I've to check the dictionary for like 3 times? Imagine there are 500 sentences in each article. *faint*
And i wish my family will stop pestering me to go acupuncture! What's with needles poking into my back!? It's not about the pain, it's about the NEEDLES! I will DIE if one single tiny needle poke into me. I'll faint on the spot.
Suddenly, i feel so incoherent. All my thoughts are jumbled up. I wonder if this is a sign of a mental illness.
I can't imagine having to go Australia to study after this course. As if dying in Singapore is not sufficient... i still have to go Australia to die one more time. I wonder if that makes me a cat who have nine lives.
I still have so many things left undone! There's so much things to be done and accomplished but yet I've no time and money!
I still want to continue my singing and acting classes, work as marketing executive, study the stupid course, volunteer and i need time for my friends and family! HOW!!! I'm short of TIME!
Suddenly i feel that I've no time for ANYTHING!
I still have so many books left unread! So many things to explore! So many places to go to!
I want to go beach, gym, night safari, shopping, SO MANY PLACES TO GO!
Wild Wild Wet! Yippee!! Next stop for buddy and I... WILD WILD WET! =D
Christmas Presents... can each of you buy one book of true crimes for me? =x I'd be DELIGHTED!! Best if it's with regards to Charles Manson, Jack the Ripper (Though i already have one of the book) blah blah blah... OH YES!! I TELL ALL OF YOU! I saw one of the book at Page One that compiles ALL THE NEWS and TONS OF PICTURES of ALL THE SERIAL KILLERS! OH MY GOD! I'll WORSHIP THE BOOK IF I CAN HAVE IT! I'll put up an altar just for it! AAAHH!! But it's darn expensive. It cost like 50 - 6o dollars? *sigh*
I hope it'd still be available after i start work and get my first pay.
I want to buy LOTS OF CLOTHES! I saw a couple of tops at G2000, DARN BEAUTIFUL! I want it!!! I had to force myself out of the retail shop. When i was stepping out of the shop, i could feel the tops chanting to me, "Don't go, buy me buy me." and i could have swore i sense some sort of magnetic devices drawing me back to the shop! Can all of you FEEL what I'm feeling?!
Shit.
Someone up there, drop money to me please.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:24 PM
12:24 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
A puking experience
I watched Saw IV with Alex and Buddy last night.
*puke*
I spent practically 3/4 of the movie covering my eyes and at the end of the movie, I swallowed back the urge of scolding vulgarities. Throughout the whole show, people are tortured by cutting themselves. There's even one that cut his own arm using an auto blade so bad that his whole arm split into half. I bought hot dog bun inside that I requested for chili... I didn't have the appetite to eat anymore.
Buddy and Alex are such sadists. I think they love watching people being tortured. They were smiling throughout the whole movie. Buddy was like, "Eh eh! The person's arm split into half leh! Have see anot?!" I got SO disgusted. How on earth ANYONE can tahan this show ah? And there's this front part where this guy's belly got slit by a blade over and over again. WAH LAN!
*faint*
I almost cried inside the movie.
I've an assignment to do.
SOMEONE! Help me read my articles and explain it to me can?!
My hands smell of prawns. I was cutting up the prawns to take out the intestines.
140 prawns.
woot!
Dad was darn proud of me.
EH PEOPLE! Dun kan suay me ok! I helped out in cooking since primary 1!
Serious!
*puke*
I spent practically 3/4 of the movie covering my eyes and at the end of the movie, I swallowed back the urge of scolding vulgarities. Throughout the whole show, people are tortured by cutting themselves. There's even one that cut his own arm using an auto blade so bad that his whole arm split into half. I bought hot dog bun inside that I requested for chili... I didn't have the appetite to eat anymore.
Buddy and Alex are such sadists. I think they love watching people being tortured. They were smiling throughout the whole movie. Buddy was like, "Eh eh! The person's arm split into half leh! Have see anot?!" I got SO disgusted. How on earth ANYONE can tahan this show ah? And there's this front part where this guy's belly got slit by a blade over and over again. WAH LAN!
*faint*
I almost cried inside the movie.
I've an assignment to do.
SOMEONE! Help me read my articles and explain it to me can?!
My hands smell of prawns. I was cutting up the prawns to take out the intestines.
140 prawns.
woot!
Dad was darn proud of me.
EH PEOPLE! Dun kan suay me ok! I helped out in cooking since primary 1!
Serious!
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:06 PM
12:06 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
In Pain
If the pain doesn't go away soon, I'm going to have to crawl wherever I go...
ARGH! SOMEONE HELP ME! I can't find my painkillers!
I can't sleep, walk, run, stand or stand!
I need a massage!
I need OSIM chair!
Someone buy it for me!
*sob*
I wanna cry
ARGH! SOMEONE HELP ME! I can't find my painkillers!
I can't sleep, walk, run, stand or stand!
I need a massage!
I need OSIM chair!
Someone buy it for me!
*sob*
I wanna cry
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:30 AM
12:30 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Happy~
One of my friend said, "我只想要有一个人来爱和照顾。跟我分享一切。为自己而活，真是没有意义。想为我爱的人而奋斗而活，那有该多好。”
I understand how he feel. So I do not understand how selfish people do it. That they are able to survive for the sake of themselves. All they think of is winning people. All they think of is satisfying themselves. These kind of people they will never understand “为别人而努力” 的感觉。People are weird. Those who want someone to love them and likewise doesn't have it. While otherwise, the ones that have it, don't cherish it. How ironic is the world?
Anyway..
I can't wait for my hair to grow longer!! Much much longer!! I wish to perm again!! And this time, I'll do a different hairstyle. *excited*
New year is coming again which means... more ANG BAOs! =D
But sometimes, kind of dread the feeling of going relatives house because... oh well.. let's not talk about it.
Oh yes, Christmas is coming first and that means my beloved Brother's Birthday is coming! Time sure passes by fast. It seems like yesterday we were celebrating last year's Christmas! Hmm.. Okay.. wait.. where did i celebrate my brother's birthday last Christmas... *recall*
Oh yes.. If I'm not wrong, it's in my house with my uncle and his family. We went to eat sushi and poor brother had a stomach ache =x But that's the day where i saw the MUMMIES EXHIBITION! Oh my God. I can feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins. AAAAH! I wish to go Egypt! And Europe! And Japan!
Oh yes people, I'm going Japan on 18th December till 25th December. I can't wait for that day to arrive! Finally! I'd waited for SO MANY YEARS! Our family is going out as a whole to overseas!! Aren't all of you excited for me!? *grins*
And I'm going to get a whole new wardrobe! Lalala~
I can sense a good year ahead of me and for the upcoming one!
YAY!!!!
Watch and learn, people. Must be optimistic!
I understand how he feel. So I do not understand how selfish people do it. That they are able to survive for the sake of themselves. All they think of is winning people. All they think of is satisfying themselves. These kind of people they will never understand “为别人而努力” 的感觉。People are weird. Those who want someone to love them and likewise doesn't have it. While otherwise, the ones that have it, don't cherish it. How ironic is the world?
Anyway..
I can't wait for my hair to grow longer!! Much much longer!! I wish to perm again!! And this time, I'll do a different hairstyle. *excited*
New year is coming again which means... more ANG BAOs! =D
But sometimes, kind of dread the feeling of going relatives house because... oh well.. let's not talk about it.
Oh yes, Christmas is coming first and that means my beloved Brother's Birthday is coming! Time sure passes by fast. It seems like yesterday we were celebrating last year's Christmas! Hmm.. Okay.. wait.. where did i celebrate my brother's birthday last Christmas... *recall*
Oh yes.. If I'm not wrong, it's in my house with my uncle and his family. We went to eat sushi and poor brother had a stomach ache =x But that's the day where i saw the MUMMIES EXHIBITION! Oh my God. I can feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins. AAAAH! I wish to go Egypt! And Europe! And Japan!
Oh yes people, I'm going Japan on 18th December till 25th December. I can't wait for that day to arrive! Finally! I'd waited for SO MANY YEARS! Our family is going out as a whole to overseas!! Aren't all of you excited for me!? *grins*
And I'm going to get a whole new wardrobe! Lalala~
I can sense a good year ahead of me and for the upcoming one!
YAY!!!!
Watch and learn, people. Must be optimistic!
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
9:01 AM
9:01 AM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.