My Life. My Diary.

Positive

It's challenging.

For those who don't know me well enough, maybe this post will give you the chance to.

I shall come clean with all of you:

The one and only Me
1. I love attention and I need attention
2. I'm quick and bad tempered.
3. Efficient, loves to analyze and detailed.
4. Always consider consequences and all possible "what ifs"
5. Sentimental and clingy
6. Competitive with a must-win attitude
7. Protective of loved ones
8. Give 100% effort or nothing at all
9. Easily discouraged but quick to be motivated
10. Love to make friends
11. Very humble
12. Sympathetic and empathetic
13. Willing to sacrifice for my loved ones
14. Love to be appreciated as it serves as motivation
15. Always willing to lend a listening ear even thou from someone i don't like.
16. Forgiving but never forgets
17. Will not let matters rest till it's solved
18. Righteous
19. Perfectionist
20. Never forgets

As you can see, my biggest biggest huge flaw is bad and quick tempered which i don't deny is the biggest huge fat of stone in front of my path be it personal or career.

And the easiest way to flare me up is to step on my loved ones' tails.

I love to give my all. I don't see it as, "I have to" but i see it as , "I want to".

But once i give my all and I don't see enough appreciation, I'd be easily discouraged and go back to my little hole to hibernate.

I don't care about the past. But if i realized that it's got something to do with personal growth etc, I'd not let it go easily.

I strive for 100%. Once i see things unsettled, I'd not rest. I'll keep ranting on and nagging for it to be solved because i hate for things to be hanging there.

I don't like to bottle up my feelings. I don't like to fake. I don't like to put on a mask. Don't like means I don't like. Like means I like. I'm quick to judge. Quick to complain. Quick to comment. Quick to compliment.

I love music because it's the only time i can indulge myself in my imagination and fantasies to escape the real world.

I am sarcastic. In fact, I can be super sarcastic.

I love to entertain. Talented in anything that is musical. I love poems. I love letters. I'm just an old sentimental fool who loves anything that is hand-made.

Feeling down but I'd survive and I'll get through this.

Things can't be that bad. I just have to look for the slightest glint of light at the end of the tunnel.

I just have to keep myself going and tell myself everything will be alright. After all, nothing is impossible. I just have to keep my energy level up and be positive. Things will certainly turn up for the better.

I'm sure.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

10:00 AM