KL Trip
It was a Saturday morning and I had difficulties waking up especially after not sleeping on Thursday night due to assignment. We woke up at 7.10am. Yes, my darling gave me morning call. So anyway, we got up and prepared. He eventually come over to my house and off we go! My bag was seriously heavy. I've no idea what I packed inside. I thought i brought only clothes. Okay. And a pair of slippers. Come to think of it, i brought chargers and my straightener too. Okay, let's not go into my packing list. ANYWAY, we managed to get out of the house by 8.10am. Got onto bus 300 and headed to Jollibean at Lot one and bought kways and two cups of soya bean milk. Got onto the train and off we go to Novena! We managed to get into the coach on time (First coach) by exactly 930pm. Whew! But for some reason, our seats were separated! As in, we still got to sit next to each other but our seats were apart! *groan* And darling was there complaining about how far the journey will be. It's only 5 hours drive, darling. Anyway, not to worry because this time you have me! =D So we watched movies and we slept in the bus. And after 4 hours and a half, finally! We were about to reach!
We managed to reach Malaysia at 230pm and we went to meet up with his two brothers and his mother inside First Coach's office. The mom was really sweet! She bought us bee hoon and all. It was really delicious! =) Then we got into their car and headed off to pay our respect for qing ming. Along the journey, the car's air-con suddenly stopped working. Quite hilarious actually. Darling was like, "What?! Why of all times now?!" LOL! To me it's okay because i rather have the windows open and enjoy the wind. So we got to get the car fixed and all. Meanwhile, we went into the office to wait and slap mosquitoes. After that, we went to petrol station to refill petrol and then headed off for qing ming.
Next stop! The mother dropped us at Leisure mall and we did a little shopping because i forgot to bring something. Ahem. Let's not go into details. I realized my Cantonese ain't that bad because I'm still able to converse and the lady understood me. LOL! We then went to A&W to have waffles (that is yes, topped with strawberry jam. YUCKS) and drank root beer! OMG! I really love the root beer! I miss it!
Subsequently, we walked around, went to Adidas shop which darling looked at the LP's jerseys. (blah blah) and then, headed for dinner. The mom and two brothers came to fetch us from the mall and we had dinner with the mom's friend and her son! They really can eat, that's the only comment i can give you. But the dinner was really scrumptious! We had fish, tou fu, pig etc. I update my dad about my whereabouts and all. I guess he is going to be jealous the dinner i was having. =x
We then went to night market to walk awhile. Darling was really eager to go home to bathe. Actually, i was too. But it's not everyday you get to walk Malaysia's night market!
So, that's it. We went back to darling's house. Though he said his house is small, but i don't think so. I think it's average and it's really cosy! Anyway, we turned in early because both of us were really tired.
The next morning, we had plans to go SHOPPING!
But we woke up only at around 8-9 am. The mom and brother went to get us wanton mee! So while waiting for them, we went for a little stroll at hubby's house area.
There's this house that hubby likes.
Really huge isn't it? I wish i can live there too! Ah! Peace!
I saw the playground!
And yes, if you know me by now, i love swings.
Hubby was saying that he is heavier than me and all when I initiated to play the see-saw. I think he assumed the see-saw would go terribly one-sided. BUT NO! I was able to move him okay!
Anyway, pardon our hairs. We just woke up lah, what you expect? LOL!
After that, we headed back to his house while he talked on the phone with his aunt. We had wanton mee and i managed to finish the mee but not the wanton. =x We then proceeded upstairs to prepare for our SHOPPING!
Okay, so anyway, the brother dropped us at mid valley shopping mall and we began walking around and all. The mall is really huge! But the stuffs they sell, not really of my likings. For some reason, I do not know why. After walking around and all, i bought shirt for brother. Then we headed off for lunch at the basement. We had fish!
The swordfish and deep fried Calamari.
I really had hoped darling would only tell me it's swordfish AFTER i finished eating. Because as soon as I know it's swordfish, i just lost all appetite.
So after lunch, i bought earrings, shirt and necklace for myself and we headed off to another mall in a cab. Up till now, I do not know what's the mall. I thought hubby said it's golden something. Alright, anyway, it's so BUGIS! We had our neoprints taken there! Been a long time since I used the machine but suddenly, i find it quite addictive because both of us look good in the picture!
Darling had trouble decorating the pictures but alas, he came up with the best decoration! The last picture is his masterpiece! =)
After that, we went to Times mall and bought mom's shirt. Then we took a cab back to his house for steamboat! Yummy! We actually wanted to go for supper but darling wasn't feeling well after that. Poor thing. =( *hugs*
But nonetheless, we made it back in Singapore! We had dim sum on the Monday morning. I'm really grateful for his family's hospitality and for darling to be taking such good care of me while we were there. I had a really enjoyable weekend. =)
Thanks so much, lao gong! *hugs*
Looking forward to our next vacation!
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
2:17 PM
Shit. It's 4.43am in the morning and I am still awake, doing my assignment.
Somehow, I do not feel lethargic. Maybe it's because of the tou fu that my hubby steamed for me at 2.21am. Thanks so much, darling! *hugs*
With all that citations and referencing to do, I'm seeing a lot of names now.
I was chatting with some of my friends with regards to soccer and all. Let's not go into details. I still think that Ronaldo is the BEST player! One of my friend say that it's really good to have a gf who have passion for soccer as well. I don't think my bf will support what he says. LOL! I think he would be thinking, "She's better off not liking, the fact that she supports Man U."
Come on. Be more sporting. 18 years, ain't that bad. Since we are just one win behind, just let us win one more. Be fair mah. =x
And Rooney is not shrek. STOP CALLING HIM SHREK can!
*roll eyes*
All of you just jealous k!
My friend is going to teach me guitar! It's about time! He'd been saying, "ya ya ya" for like don't know how many donkey months!
Music is my only escape from this world man.
I've interview later at 930am and singing later as usual at 7pm till 1130pm.
I've absolutely no idea how am i going to keep myself awake.
Someone above, save me!
Okay, i better continue doing my assignment because if i don't, even if someone above want to save me, he/she can't. LOL!
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
4:43 AM
I'm scanning through and downloading all the research papers needed for my assignment.
After hundreds of documents, i realized I'M ENJOYING READING ALL OF IT!
Some of it is really interesting.
I'm researching on Risk-Taking behaviour and some of the papers that came out were, "Does women engage in bare-backing more often than men?"
Goodness!!! It's hard not to be intrigued! Oops.
If you do not know what's bare-back, check the internet.
Only for age 21 and above okay!
I'll guarantee you, if you need to improve on your English, read research papers.
I'm not kidding!
You'd need to at least check the dictionary 10 times for each page. You'd learn tons of new words and broaden your knowledge as you read. GOOD!
I'm so excited! I'm going Malaysia with my bf for the weekend! But seems like such a short period to really enjoy. But it's okay. At least I get to enjoy myself for the weekend! Better than nothing. =)
Far East Organization is launching a new Condominium at Choa Chu Kang soon!
http://www.fareast.com.sg/FEOCorp.Web/index.aspx?page=home-prop-info&prop=112
Looks really beautiful eh?
My ideal dream house! I get to live near my parents.
But first, I can't think of anything till i finish my studies or at least get a job!
No job, how to save?!
I think for a part time job, i really enjoy being in the retail line because i get to interact with a lot of people and I've got talents for recognizing people and their needs. Page One was like the best job i ever had! I get to listen to nice songs in the shop, chat with my colleagues and customers, job satisfaction each time I found a book which is misplaced etc. and best of all, I LOVE BOOKS!
For a permanent job, of course, I'd prefer something along the marketing or psychology line.
I get to interact with people and to help people as well!
YES!! *punch fists in the air*
Suddenly, life is beautiful.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:58 PM
I hate being controlled.
I hate being told what to do.
I hate feeling helpless.
I hate having to comply just because "other people said so". It's MY FREAKING LIFE!
I hate mind games
I hate ignorant people
I hate people who are overly-positive to the extend that, HELLO! There's a problem in front of you! Stop thinking that fairies will come to save you!
I hate people who are overly-pessimistic. You are not dead yet.
I hate being taken for granted.
I enjoy doing things because I want to.
I love showing my love.
I love having a good time with my friends and loved ones.
I enjoy a good laugh
I hate endless arguments and fighting just to prove who is right or wrong when in actual fact, it's only a battle of who argues better.
I hate men who raise their voices at me.
I love it when men are willing to forgo their pride and ego for the ones they loved.
I hate people who drop bombs.
I hate gu niang(s).
I love hand-made stuffs even a simple letter will do.
I love hanging out with my friends.
I love traveling with my family.
I love cuddling and relaxing during the weekends with my partner.
I hate men who go gaga at women. GET A LIFE, please.
I think I'd ample entries on ladies-looking.
I shall repeat the conclusion again.
If you think it's harmless to look etc, think again. Yes, it's true. It's not like you touched the lady etc. But it's DISGUSTING.
1. You do not have confidence in yourself, in any case, that's the impression you set out to give people!
2. Makes you look desperate.
3. If you've a partner, DON'T HAVE A PARTNER. Because if you do, he/she deserve your attention the most, don't you think.
4. You look like some old uncle, picking your nose, rubbing your belly and goggling at girls. It's disgusting, seriously.
5. High risk of bumping into the walls. And trust me, I'd seen men who looked and they fell off their bikes. VERY HILARIOUS.
6. Females are attracted to men who have confidence in themselves and certainly NOT HAVE A PAIR OF DARTING EYES.
Sufficient reasons no?
And what makes a gu niang?
1. Endless complains + complains + complains
2. Thinks they are gu niang. If you thinks you are a gu niang, CONGRATULATIONS, YOU ARE ONE!
3. Being touchy touchy especially towards opposite sex. Touching is a connection. You know why people touch? Because their words are not powerful enough to make an impact such that they have to touch the other party. Confident men don't do that no?
4. Complain about how fat they are. GOODNESS! Complain about MUSCLES. Complain they are not tanned enough. Like i say, endless complaints.
5. Complain about PIMPLES! Complain about scars! Complain about hairs!
6. And I've to correct one thing. Carrying your gf bags does not make you look GU NIANG OK! You want example?
Scenario One
Gf: Eh, darling, help me carry my bag leh.
Bf: Okay. *take it*
Scenario Two
Gf: Eh, darling, help me carrying my bag leh.
Bf: Huh.. mai lah.. dun wan lah. look sissy leh.. later other people thinks i'm sissy how. cannot lah.. dun want. *show that embarrassed face*
YOU TELL ME! WHICH ONE MORE GU NIANG?!
TAKE IT LIKE A MAN CAN ANOT?!
Unless of course, your gf carries pinkish furry bags. That's their own business. Tell them, "You like to hang these kinda furry stuffs ah, girly girly stuffs, you carry yourself okay, since you are proud of your bag so much.
Other than that, if your gf is carry a PERFECTLY ladies bag, I DON'T SEE WHAT'S THERE TO WHINE ABOUT?? Yes! I call that whining! DAMN GU NIANG CAN! I DISGRACE SUCH MEN!
I HATE WHINEY MEN!
"Don't want lah, what others will think of me?"
"Eh, don't want lah. Don't look man leh."
"Eh i tell you" *touch arm* / *touch shoulder*
"Eh, I'm fat leh. Goodness!"
It's okay to complain. Everybody complain.
But ground rules:
1. KNOW WHEN TO STOP! You men, think it's tiring to hear your gf talk about how fat they look in their dress, we ladies HATE to hear men talk about how fat they are too!
2. Why the hell you want to care about what other people say?! Hello, a real man DO WHAT THEY LIKE. And their best interest in the relationship is needless to say, THE GIRLFRIEND? So why the hell are you so cautious about what other people say?!
3. STOP TOUCHING. You want to talk, just talk. You want to take pictures, just take pictures. WHY MUST TOUCH, I ASK YOU?! Have gold to take is it? Rub an inch of the skin will drop gold?!
Goodness. I hate men touching me. I REALLY HATE IT! What you think I am?! Some barbie doll?? "Please touch me" hung over my neck?! If i want to be touched, I'll go be prostitute. I don't NEED YOU TO TOUCH ME!
Men like to solve things eh? Like to FIX things eh?
Fine, FIX THIS!
If you can't even handle your own relationship, SHAME ON YOU to even talk about SAVING THE WORLD.
And I AM NOT going to comply to a bunch of crap poorly sampled population surveys. I am ME! I am LAU LI LI! I live my own life! If i want to mix my thoughts with other people opinions so much, I MIGHT AS WELL GO LIVE THEIR LIVES for them.
I AM SPECIAL AND I AM PROUD OF IT!
So don't expect me to comply with simi, "My friend said this", "my family said this', "my whoever said so". THEY CAN SAY WHATEVER THEY WANT, who gives a damn?!
I said this in one of my ancient posts and I will repeat it again:
"If your life is all about listening to what your friends/family/ideal model say, and you are so easily influenced and affected by what other people tell you to the extend that it affect your thoughts, i tell you what... Congratulations! Because your life is merged and made up of other people' life and thoughts! GOOD FOR YOU! You should just stay home and be a home-made robot for you don't have a mind of your own!"
How can you be freaking confident when your thoughts are NOT EVEN YOUR OWN?!
At the end of the day, when something happens, are you going to turn around and say, "Shit. I shouldn't have listened." and regret?!
You've no one to blame but YOURSELF for being such an IDIOT!
I may make the wrong choices/decisions, but when i looked back, AT LEAST i brought it upon myself and i made the decision myself.
I don't wish to look back and realized, "hey, why the hell am i doing this?!"
And men, if you want respect, give respect. You want face, ego and pride, fair enough, but don't do it at the EXPENSE of your loved ones.
You want wise women, WE WANT WISE MEN.
No matter how wise a woman is, when there's a dumb man... seriously.. It's not going to help anything. Because the man is TOO DUMB to realize, "hey, my gf/wife is wise!"
And your material stuffs like car etc is NOT everything! You want your own hobbies, fair enough... but make sure when you are out with your partner, STOP RANTING on about your hobbies because we give YOU time for your stuffs, WE WANT YOUR TIME TOO! Can PARTITION ANOT?!
Much as we want to love and care for you, WE NEED TO FEEL LOVED AND SECURED! Without that, DON'T ASK for anything.
We don't need a man who can read minds. But if for a certain period of time, you still do not know what your gf/wife is looking for, then SOMETHING is wrong!
And couples, STOP going round and round in endless battles/arguments on, "You are wrong. you should have done this.." because EVERYONE COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ELSE so that the dispute WOULD NOT have happened but the fact is IT'D HAPPENED and obviously, you are not the other party, YOU WOULD NOT HAVE DONE THE EXACT SAME THING AS HE/SHE HAD DONE! That's what makes both of you unique, dumb!
1. Set a time period to cool down. Not more than half a day.
2. Sit down in a quiet place and make sure, by that time, both hearts and mind are clear of all things.
3. Meet up with ALL DOORS open. Do not have the mindset of, "I am here to tell you how you SHOULD HAVE done it.", "I am right, I didn't do anything wrong", "I won't take such thing, you are wrong." The moment you start to judge, the discussion would have already started the wrong way.
4. First thing first, let either party say what they have to say. Explain what he/she have to explain. And no, you don't start the ball rolling with, "Okay. you can start explaining" Just say, "Come. Let's talk things out. You can start first."
5. Make sure that your words bring NO THORNS and NO hidden agendas. No name-calling. No "I feel you should...". No, "you are wrong" Spill out what happened and explain your actions in seeking for a COMMON UNDERSTANDING. Not out of defensiveness. DON'T be defensive. HELLO! THIS IS YOUR PARTNER! Not battle!
6. Start second round (after both partners have spill out whatever they want to say) by saying, "I understand where you are coming from." and make sure you REALLY understand. Try putting yourself into the other party's shoes. Some things, yes, you might not have did the exact same thing but imagine you have a character and personality like the other partner! Like for example, she was late for an hour and did not call, explaining that she genuinely just want to hurry and reach there asap so did not contact you for fear that you'd start scolding etc. Yes, as much as it sounds that she's in the wrong, put yourself in her shoes. She GENUINELY wants to get there asap and she's afraid you'd scold her. What's wrong with that?
7. Don't interrupt. NEVER INTERRUPT. I know it's hard because you might hear things that you don't like hearing but WAIT for your turn. Don't go thinking about anything else OTHER THAN what he/she is saying. Don't go thinking of what to rebut and etc.
8. Recognize that both have their rights and wrongs. There is NO definite wrong or rights.
9. Compromise. Come up with a solution. He doesn't like her to be late, just say, "Okay. Why not this... " and start coming up with a neutral solution. Say things like, "I understand how you feel. You have your reasons for doing that. I'd work on blah blah blah, is that alright with you?" Then the other party say, "Yes. Then I'd work on blah blah blah blah" Both say out WHAT THEY REALLY WANT and tadah. FAST, EFFICIENT AND NO ONE GETS HURT.
If you do not even know how to solve any quarrels efficiently etc, don't even talk about, "We'll go through all obstacles together" when both can't even stay united.
And one most important thing..
Never do/say things that you don't want to hear or want others to do to you.
Remember this.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:56 PM
Life Of Triple L
Born in 1987, July 20th in Singapore's grandest hospital (self-proclaimed by me), Queen Elizabeth Hospital. Someone above must have find that the earth is lacked of entertainment, therefore, *poof*, this little devil is given birth. And if Mdm Lau and Mr Lau find that their life was mundane and need someone to spice up their life, they made the right decision of having me.
My mom said that I did not learn to crawl first before I learned how to walk. So how did I managed to get from point A to B? My butt. Not very difficult. You just move your legs first, den push your butt from the floor. There! I may love teddy bears etc but I hate it when people use thread or fury things to tickle me. It's proven since I was a baby. My mom loves disturbing me using that.
And one thing you've to know about me...
I'm one clumsy oaf. I hate staying at home. My maid used to say, "Your legs itchy is it? Everyday want to go out. Stay at home will die?" One weird thing that up till now, I do not understand is that all my wounds and scars are populated around my knee. And the wounds i had on the picture, I got it when i slipped and fell into the little drain. So you can see a faint little trail of ointment on the left of my leg.
And I love to dance. I'd Chinese dance background for 7 years. Every performance I had, mom and dad would be there. One thing i hate, is the thick make up and lip-stick. And oh yes, not forgetting the ugly buns. I just came to realize, why everyone had two buns while I only had one. Anyway, mom and maid tied my hair for me. I really hate having those stupid pins stuck into my hair.
I love singing too. I'd always sing in the shower. My parents always find it amusing the songs that i sang. They'd no idea where i learned it from. I remembered that I used to sing a hokkien song while bathing. I learned it from primary school, one of the guy whom I mixed around with.
I love hide-and-seek. Especially with my report slips. And I love hiding in one corner, scaring the hell out of people. I love to disturb. And i learned the piano when i was in Primary school. My first song was "Lemon tree". How i learned it? I was looking at my friend played it in school and I just know how to play it on my keyboard at home. That's when my mom finds that I have "talent" for music. It's easy, by the way. Only a few repeated chords.
And i'm a born cheater. I always play cheat especially in games when I know I'm losing. Of course, only when i play with my maid. Board games like snakes and ladder etc.
So now both my brother and I had grown up and in a way, became more sensible, the Lau family has peace at home.
I may be slim but I love food as well. My favourites are Laksa, chicken rice, slice fish bee hoon, durian, satay bee hoon, mushrooms etc. I hate cakes. Especially those with white cream. *faint* And though i love mango as a fruit, i hate mango cake. So don't ever get me mango cake. If you want a safe bet, stick with chocolate or durian cake. One fruit I'd never ever tried in my entire life is starfruit. I've no idea how people eat it.
My favourite part of MY body are my legs. So don't ask me to wrap my legs in jeans (itches) etc. And I love my heels. NO ONE and i mean no one can take my heels away from me. You might as well just chop off my legs if you don't allow me to wear heels.
I am a highly sensitive individual who is very intuitive. A very typical cancerian. Loyal and intuitive is what they always say. Yes, protective of loved ones. I hate inconsiderate and rude people. I understand doesn't mean I'm obliged to do as you say. I hate people nagging on me so don't ever nag at me. I get irritated easily though I love irritating people. I love to get things done. I'm easily contented and satisfied but at the same time, I'm a perfectionist. I hate things left undone. I cannot handle too much stress so don't ever try things with me the HARD way. Once I'm stress, I'd do things MY WAY and i doubt anyone will like that.
I love to lead. I hate working under anyone especially people with no leadership qualities. I think I'd shown this side of me in my secondary school choir days. Poor Weiqi. LOL! When I don't listen means i REALLY won't listen.
I am a compassionate and sympathetic listener. I love to help and make a difference in peoples' lives that's why I love volunteering. I am competitive. I love to win. I am analytical and look out for details. I am judgemental and critical. I can be very sarcastic especially with people who are self-centered. I cannot stand bimbos and I hate people who thinks they are from the royal family. I may look and seem like a princess but I'm really not.
I've a really low extraversion score so yes, I'm not as extraverted as everyone thinks though I'm noisy and friendly. I'm only talkative when i feel like it. In fact, I'm a very moody person. I do not like to initiate talks so if you want to talk to me, come talk to me. It's not because i think highly of myself or dao etc, but I'm just shy okay though i know, i don't look like one. But come on, won't die to talk to me first right? I won't bite you.
I'm a very bad tempered individual but I'm easily soothed.
I love shopping but I hate shopping for a reason. I love shopping aimlessly, buying whatever I see is gorgeous. I hate objective. So don't ever give me a list unless the occasion calls for it. I hate looking for things. I love movies. I love singing K. I love acting. I love dancing. I love jogging. I love badminton and cycling. I love the beach.
I hate stuck up-people. I hate people who stare at me. I hate people who critisize or insults me. I hate ignorant people. I don't like people to judge me and thinks, "I know who Li Li is." because you don't. I am more complex than you think. I hate violent and vulgar people.
Basically, I'm just someone who loves to have fun and hang out. I love to listen to friends' problems. I love reading by the way. Sometimes, I'm in a mood to just stay at home and chill out with my loved ones. I love sleeping. I love chocolate. I love sweets. I love vinegar. I love red tea. I love tea!
That's all for now.
Because the list goes on.
And i'm getting restless.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
9:09 AM
Sometimes, life can get so hectic that you lost track of yourself.
I had a couple of beautiful dreams lately compared to flying broomsticks, it's so much better.
In the first dream, I was working in one of the company (which up till now, I've no idea which company that is), where we held a seminar/event. The people who arrived are all my old colleagues, friends etc. The people who are long-forgotten (regretfully) through all these years. They looked very happy to see me and It's amazing how i could remember each and every of their names the moment i saw them. The feeling is beyond description. It's like finding back all your friends who you'd lost touch for 20 years.
In my second dream which is last night, I dreamed that I was in a school. I'm trying my best to recall but the feeling is just so overwhelming, I wished i could stay inside the dream myself and never wake up. But anyway, for some reason, it was very late and I was still in school along with other classmates. It was after P.E. lessons and I was the first one to rush down the stairs, (I've no idea where the stairs came from) out of the hall. Then suddenly, i fell. In that dream, i recalled that I was suppose to wait for a guy but I've no idea who. Anyway, I fell and the people behind me helped me to sit etc.
There were bags in the hall and a fat lady (Who is supposedly also my classmate) asked me what should we do with them because we are leaving school for home. So i suggested that we carry it to another room (frankly speaking, it's illogical. Like what's the difference it's going to make?!) Okay, anyway, after that, I managed to get out of that compound... and ended up in a really beautiful tranquil place.
It's like part of a mansion with a sliding glass door, sparkling pool was outside and there were beach chairs. I went out and i stretched myself. The feeling is like there's no one but you. The kind of feeling that you reached your 'goal'. It was almost night time. In fact, it was evening. And you can see the sun disappearing down and the weather was cooling. Clean sparkling water.
Then I forced myself out of there and headed back home. The funny thing is, my home was not my current home. It was my old house in Bukit Batok. The moment i got out of school, I saw the route back to my old house.
The feeling was just so overwhelming. It's like I'm back in the past.
Though I don't have many friends, in fact, I dare say I've none.. but I'd a really really nice maid who took care of me and whom I looked up to as my sister and my only best friend.
I was dependent on her for 10 years because she is always there. She never fails to be there. Whenever I'm upset, angry, happy etc, she's always there to share it all with me.
I guess, that leaves me to become who I am now.
Someone who is dependent on other individuals' joy and sadness.
But i guess those two dreams, made me pause and think, even though life can be hectic at times.. we should never fail to slow down and breathe.
Because for all you know, the one beside you at this very moment might not be there the next day.
Or who knows?
This is your very last day on earth.
And what had you been doing?
Working the shit out of yourself.
And for what?
That's why... It's important to slow down and relax once in a while. Enjoy yourself and be contented with whatever and whoever you have.
It's funny how people envies what they see other people have that they don't but people fails to see what other people do not have and be contented that they have it.
And as a result, people are always engaged in endless fights to gain what they do not have, sacrificing what they have.
Sometimes, I think...
the best place of all..
is in our dreams.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:54 PM
I've recovered!! *raise up both arms and grin*
Of course, my cough is still there. Just seem like it's never-ending.
And my muscles are still aching. I hope it recovers in time for my dance on Tuesday.
Me: Eh, darling, do you know what drives me to have a speedy recovery?
Alex: Yes? What is it?
Me: My dance class! I don't want to miss it!!! *excited*
Alex: -.-" I thought you were going to say, "Because i want to go pak tor with my darling." Hai. Never mind.
Me: Ahem ahem. *whistle*
But naturally, the unbeatable Li Li had recovered!
Let me see...
I've school on Monday, dance on Tuesday, school on Thursday, singing on Friday...
*groan*
Just feels like my life is planned.
*sob sob*
I miss the secondary school days where I have ample time to go around disturbing everyone.
I better start revising for my exams.
I'm getting distinctions for my assignments so far. =D
So far so good.
GO GO GO, LI LI!!
KEEP IT UP!
*take out pom pom and dance*
It's sad when you are your one and only cheerleader.
but who cares
*shrug*
And oh yes, though yes, Man-U may have lose to Liverpool yesterday but it's fine.
They are still at the top of the tables!!
Hope they win all subsequent matches.
Liverpool can... erm..
I don't know.
Have all the draws. LOL!
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
9:27 AM
I'm still sick. Having the shivers and I'm aching all over the body. Eyes are swollen and painful. Too weak to walk without dragging my feet. Coughing and sniffing with mild sore throat.
It's so hard for me especially when I'm someone who'd DIE without going out for one day.
It's been 3 days since i last went out. (Excluding the doctor trips)
Having to face the four walls in the dim empty house.
Hide under the blanket, in search for comfort but still feel cold.
He's in some leadership program today which I didn't know up till today.
I just hope this nightmare will be over soon.
I have dance audition tomorrow.
I went to another doctor today. My dad took half day leave for me knowing my temperature rose up to 39 degrees. The doctor just diagnosed it as throat infection and gave me more medicines for cough, flu and fever.
So here I am again, alone in the house.
"Your health is most important to me."
I want to laugh.
HAHAHAHAHA
*cough cough*
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
5:29 PM
I'm sure everyone argues/debates/quarrel with your significant other/bf/gf/partner etc.
But there are a few pointers which should serve as a simple reminder to all of you:
1. Never use "names" - No "Stupid", no, "dumb", no "bitch" and whatever not.
2. Do not say things like, "You get on my nerves." Because you know what would I do if someone say that to me? If i were not to control my words, I'd say, "Good. Because I don't plan on being anywhere near your nerves or your face from now on." Since I get on your nerves, what's the point?
3. Do not say things like, "You are kicking a fuss out of nothing." Oh, that's funny. So you do not kick a fuss out of nothing? What makes you think your problems that you initiated are nothing to me? Who knows? Maybe I sleep around and I think it's nothing. HA
4. Do not say things like "I can't be bothered"
5. Never point your finger. Only people who thinks they are more superior than others do that.
6. Never stare. What? You want to fight?
7. Never walk in front without your partner. I doubt anyone wants to feel like the maid. If i were the partner, I'd walk off and take a cab without you. And I'll go, "walk faster lah, walk some more."
There are plenty more of course. Take it from me, the experienced.
People quarrel/argue/debate due to differences. And it's not helpful in pin-pointing out the differences and go, "yours is nothing." Because something that I mind, yes, might not be something that you mind but being in a relationship, if your significant other minds, there's more than just to say, "You kick a big fuss out of nothing." isn't it?
I don't remember using that on anyone and I'd never intended to use that. Because I understand how it feels. When my friend comes to me with a problem, even as small as, "He didn't pick up my phone!" and she begin to throw tantrum (I'm not pin-pointing or directing this at anybody.) I won't go, "Eh, you bo liao is it? Kicking a fuss out of nothing." If she cares and mind enough to throw tantrum, it's not nothing anymore, isn't it.
People who uses that sentence just cannot be bothered. Even if you meant it as, "Do we really have to quarrel over this?", well, it does not imply in that way.
Let me ask you people, can i control guys from looking at me? Like what the freak someone gets pissed or upset when other guys look at me.
I'd call THAT as kicking a big fuss.
Sometimes, i feel so discouraged that I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
I don't even feel like feeling.
I won't care/bother anymore. I guess, perhaps this way, nothing will go wrong.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
7:55 AM
Really huge isn't it? I wish i can live there too! Ah! Peace!
Okay, so anyway, the brother dropped us at mid valley shopping mall and we began walking around and all. The mall is really huge! But the stuffs they sell, not really of my likings. For some reason, I do not know why. After walking around and all, i bought shirt for brother. Then we headed off for lunch at the basement. We had fish!
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.