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Saturday, May 16, 2009
Terrible, horrible, disgusting night
It was a Thursday.

After heading to Bugis then to Vivo to get stuffs for event, carrying big and small plastic bags filled with bulky items, I decided to take the bus, 188 instead of the train. I really wasn't in the mood to stand the whole travelling journey.

Anyway, after getting onto the bus, 188, as usual, facing towards all the seats in the bus, i sat at the first left seats because it's bigger space for legs. I was very cold. In fact, I kept shivering non stop. The aircon couldn't be adjusted. And i was carrying so many things. Plus I was very exhausted as I only slept 2 hours for the night before that. I decided to take a nap. I was so tired, I fell asleep almost immediately.

Then, I felt someone jerk on my arm.

I opened up my eyes and took a look at who was sitting beside me.

An auntie, abit of those chubby flabby kind, talking on the phone. I was so darn tired and just decided to go back to sleep.

A few minutes later, the auntie hit against my arm again.

I opened up my eyes and look at naturally what hit me and of course, it's the auntie's arm. Just nice, while i was eyeing at her flabby arms, she caught me looking.

She did the MOST unnatural thing ever.

SHE RAISED HER ARM and let out a REALLY PUNGENT SMELL.

And she kept her arm raised up all the way.

I almost FAINTED on the spot.

If i had a hammer on hand, I would hit the windows with it and breathe. Luckily i did not eat much for dinner, if not, I'd have puke right there and then.

I think she's a little mentally challenged. (nice term eh?)

Never mind. I turned my head and try to breathe.

When i turned back and peek at her.. I saw a very disturbing behaviour by her.

She was DIGGING HER TEETH USING HER TWO FINGERS AND SHE ACTUALLY FLICK THE "LEFT-OVER FOOD IN HER MOUTH" ON THE FLOOR!

I was like, "What the fuck?!"

Immediately, i sat up straight and shifted to right as much as i could.

Let me describe the whole scenario.

She was like using her index finger and thumb, stick it right into her mouth which is opened up as big as hippo, and started to dig. The worse is, I'm a curious person. So i continued to peek at her. You know what i saw?

I THINK...

I think ah...

I THINK I SAW HER DUG OUT A PIECE OF VEGETABLE.

And she was like observing it after digging it out.

She was using her left finger to observe. And the next thing you knew...

She tried to "rub" away the vegetable from her finger to the floor.

There are other times, after digging out some other food from her mouth, she flick it from her finger. (not as my direction okay)

I almost died.

I wanted to get out of my seat but I was thinking, I'd step over her "pieces of left-over" and I certainly don't want to touch her. I DON'T CARE! I just don't want to touch ANY PART of her.

I was practically stuck to the bus wall on my right and i really curl up on the seat as much as i can to avoid touching her.

And digging out food from her teeth, naturally, I'd look at her fingers.

I saw a fresh cut on her index finger.

SHE ACTUALLY DUG SO HARD INTO HER TEETH THAT THE FINGER BLED.

Oh my goodness.

I wanted to just hit my head on the window and die there.

And trust me, the next option i had in my mind is to climb over the seat from behind me.

I REALLY DID THINK OF THAT.

Eventually, she alighted.

When i was going to alight as well, i tip toe and got out of there.

I tried to reduce as much surface area of my heels to the floor as much as possible.

I certainly don't want ANY piece of her left-over food dug out from her teeth using her bleeding finger STUCK ON MY HEELS.

It was a REALLY terrible night for me after having to carry and buy so many things, running about and all, shivering and cold etc, and I'd to be seated next to a woman whose goal in life is to dig and shoot out as many left-over food in her mouth as many times as possible.

*faint*

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

7:47 AM


Saturday, May 09, 2009
Happy Mother's Day!
Happy Mother's Day to my beloved Mother!





"And this marks THE END of the entry."

8:43 AM


Thursday, May 07, 2009
It's okay.
Each time i feel down, i always tell myself, "It's okay. Things are not that bad. You'll pull through."

I can't help...

But feel this sense of instability and insecurity inside me.

What's is this called?

The feeling of being dispensable.

Damn shiok.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

11:00 PM


Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Busy busy
I just got a new job! I'm so excited!

But at the same time, I'd be ultra busy with school, singing, dance and work. *cries*

I guess by the end of the day, I'd be too tired to do anything else.

But i guess life is just like that. You've to earn to do things you enjoy.

And i enjoy shopping, singing and dancing. But without money, I can't do any of it!

I couldn't recall what life was like when i was working though. Darling said I was too shag to go anywhere and just want to go home to sleep.

I can't help it. I'm a workaholic and I don't mind doing OT to finish all my work. At the end of the day, I'd be too drained out to do anything else. But luckily, Ang Mo Kio is near town. So we can still go town to pak tor after work sometimes. =D That is if I'm not too tired.

This job requires me to travel. Woot! *excited*

Okay, let's put work aside and talk about something more relaxing. If not, I'm going to stress myself out even before i begin work. Oh yes, the person who interviewed me actually said that this job is really going to drain me out and he asked, "Are you a career-minded person?" I said, "yes I am." He replied, "okay. Good. But you've to have good time management as well if not, it'd break your relationship up. Your boyfriend will understand right?" LOL!

okay, next topic.

Oh no! I have lots of unread books! Shucks! HOW! The only time I've got to read is when I'm traveling! I've like two books from library and one new book that I've bought. Actually, make it two. I've many games left not played yet.

If i were to have two lessons per week, one singing lesson for Friday, one day for OT, one day for dance, I'm only left with one and a half day to do my own stuffs and pak tor!

Okay. wait. Why do i sound so paranoid here. Stop it. *slap myself*

I'm so looking forward to tomorrow! I'm going to pak tor with my darling. =D At last! A planned date! Been so long since we go out for dating. =( (I know i'm going to get interrogated later when he sees this)

But I'm telling the truth!

*bang table*

We always don't have a proper date! I want to COMPLAIN!

*whistle*

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

10:22 AM


Sunday, May 03, 2009
Down
Nothing seems to go on right recently. Day by day, as time passes by, there is sure to be a huge block of rubbish that falls upon me. Picking up once a day is bad enough. Having to pick up twice a day everyday is hell.

And i really hate it when i tried my best but the other party happily just throw rubbish in front of me. It takes two hands to clap. Why can't the other party JUST WORK ALONG with me?!

Just feel like I'm wading through a never ending river of shit.

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

11:19 AM






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