My Life. My Diary.

I feel lethargic.

Suddenly, I felt that my past was a big fat lie.

As much as i do not want to be affected by those people, somehow, it's disturbing to know people are spreading things and talking about things that are totally absurd and untrue about you.

I guess it's easier to just absorb and pass on to other people of what had been heard rather than to think about it. I guess it takes a very important organ to get functioning which is the brain. People loves the thrill of listening to stories of people they know and then passing it on to other people thinking they know everything. It's funny that all of that had been happening and is still happening when all these while, i'd been genuinely sincere thinking that everyone is nice. what naive thoughts. Just when you think everyone is nice, they go around bitching about you.

I shouldn't have even step into that school. Should have just land my butt in Chestnut and just get it over and done with instead of going through all that nonsensical shit.

It's hilarious listening to stories which had never happened before.

"Oh! Li Li has got a boyfriend!"

"Oh! Li Li is a flirt!"

"Li Li is a bitch!"

And the funniest part is I spoke to them in less than 5 occasions.

Biggest mistake is entering that stupid school. Entering that stupid class. Mixing around with the wrong people. Believing in all their crap lies to get myself stabbed in the back. Helping people whom i shouldn't have. Getting myself into relationships after relationships just to get over a stupid past.

Those cowards who do not have the guts to come up to my face and confront me but go behind my back and bitch about me.

Probably gets the thrill out of making a drama of my life.

And thinking they have the latest news, they go around spreading to more people.

I've to admit.

It's discouraging..

and come to think of it... pretty much hilarious..

to have people come telling you how was your life like when you are living your life.

people.. what kinda nonsense are you trying to get at..

"And this marks THE END of the entry."

11:59 AM