I'm sorry that I have to start a post with the bad news first but i couldn't help it.
Been burying my head into a hole filled with work, school is starting soon again (and I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I'd complete the term without dropping out halfway - ok, i hope my dad ain't reading this.)..
I can't help hating the state I am in. I know I'd been complaining for the past 5 years or maybe more, but all that ranting would perhaps help to set my mind straight on where i want to go hopefully?
My boss transformed from what seemed like the most wonderful woman in the business industry to the typical tyrannical bitch. (she likes being called a bitch btw.) She's doing a better job than the snake in shedding. Her shedding only took 1 minute. And she's like super emo - one min she'll be scolding and acting like a nutcase.. the next min, she'd be smiling and "Oh my baby is well".
She acted as if I made her pregnant (hence the work that piled up and somehow, all expectations are on me to do it good.) and now, she acts as if I magically made her allergic to the injection in labour room that almost caused her life. Seriously! She was like "I need you to handle this.. I almost lost my life YOU KNOW?!" Hey, big deal. Everybody everywhere else lost their life.. what makes your life so special. hmph. She won't stop picking on things to email. One second, she'd tell you that she needed you to make decisions. The next, once you made the decision, she'd ask why didn't you get her approval. OMG. is she sick in her mind? Like some maggots had dug their way through into her brain and stayed there to feast on her rotten brain?
Oh, let me tell you my favourite part...
"I've been trying to be active, still doing work at home...." - her msg to me.
erm.. okay... how touching.. but...
WHAT WORK?!
I hope she don't mean all that reminder emails that I could do without.
She disallow me taking MC, leaves..
She was like, "What if someone needs something?!"
She made me work like a mad dog just so "marketing dept is very efficient". and my pay seriously don't justify for the work i do.
ARGH.. she makes my blood boil. It's boiling so much, it's evaporating.
Counselling centre just called.. oh ya, which reminds me...
I told her that I'm going through counselling and she was like:
"Counselling can't help you... You were doing so good managing so many brands before, but why recently you've this HUGE MENTAL BLOCK which only you can unblock it.."
My huge mental block is her freaking presence!
I can't go lunch too early, can't go lunch too late, can't take mc, can't take leave, can't leave earlier, have to use my own time to go outlet visits which is a waste of my time in my opinion.. because her reason for me to go visit outlet is that "have to find out things that gone wrong before bosses do." which seriously, i couldn't be bothered. it's their business and profits, not mine. At the end of the day, my pay STILL does not justify for the travelling.
Even wading in a pool of mud with rotten strawberries is a better experience than coming to work.
"Hi Li Li, i need this."
"Hi Li Li, we've ran out of this."
"Hi Li Li, this customer wants this."
"Hi Li Li, this customer cannot do this.."
Phone keep ringing and when it don't pick it up, my hp starts ringing. it's like a ring ring day for me EVERYDAY!
The outlets are getting smarter... now, they no longer use their outlet phones to call me.. they use their HPs!
Can someone tell me... how am i responsible for making my boss pregnant and almost losing her life in the labour room? Because now.. it feels like I purposely get her husband to go into bed with her, causing her pregnant, and waved my magic wand in the labour room just so she can suddenly have a bad reaction which should by right make her lose her life but failed.
While i'm typing this.. my colleague walked by and say "What's with that giraffe look" - i think he meant this "freaking sian look"
sigh. okay. im going out for lunch now.
joy.
"And this marks THE END of the entry."
12:03 PM
12:03 PM
Living a life full of life. That's all about me that you should know.